Guess I belong here for now

[Emily0505]

You'll be emotionally exhausted going through all this hun.

Just take each moment as it comes.

Feel however you feel, it's ok.

XX

 

[Lolie14]

You would know if you had passed your baby, the contractions are extremely painful and the blood loss was a gushing type, it was just running out and overflowing my pad. I had brown blood for a week which turned to bright red on the day I lost the baby. Big hugs x

 

[Clover]

Thanks Lolie
I just don't know what it feels like so didn't know if I could of already lost my baby, feel a bit silly

Did the Digi obviously it was 3+ as I know my hcg is quite high It was a waste of time but in a way made me feel better

Thanks for the support Emily as always

xxxxxx

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[Demerera]

You always hear of ladies who spot all the way through pg... Stay positive lovely, one more whole day then it will be Monday and you will know more. Rest up until then X X X willing this to go your way, along with everyone else. So much positive energy going your way from us all!! Come on little bean X X X

 

[Charlotte9]

Gail, sweetie. I think you are exhausted. Your mind and soul are tired of this stress. Big hugs my friend. Stay strong. You are not alone we are with you xxxx

 

[Clover]

Thanks Becky
You're always so positive! I appreciate your support my lovely

Well hubby has admitted he's upset and finding it hard to come to terms with he's not shown any feeling up to now, and I was quite upset that he didn't care so now I know he does I feel really bad

Hes avoided coming to any of my scans and hospital appointments so far and his mum has come with me

He says he doesn't want to come with me as he got so angry and upset when we were away and we were kept waiting hours in A&E then the days after that for bloods ( 6 hours each day for 3 days ) he just can't face it


xxxxxxx


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[Demerera]

It's tough for our men as they're not in control and I imagine feel pretty helpless. Can you guys book a night or 2 away together after all this, whichever way it goes. Would be so good for you to have a treat after all this stress X X X

 

[MrsS15]

Aw Gail, my heart breaks for you! I think you needed that good cry, and that probably encouraged hubby to admit how he feels. I know they put on a brave face! When I m/c my hubby didn't really say much at all, just sat with and cuddled me when I cried. I read a text from his mum and previously he'd text saying 'I'm trying to be strong for leah but I just want to cry too'. I felt horrific knowing how bad he felt too!. Your hubby probably feels helpless and it's worse for you both because you're in limbo!

We're all totally rooting for you hun. Know you're in all our thoughts! We're all sending positive vibes your way Xx

 

[SiameseCatLady]

Personally, non medically knowledgeably(!) I think the bed rest will be a good thing and not be delaying anything. Says on MA website that nothing will delay it if it's going to happen, so let's be hoping it just isn't going to happen!
I know I keep saying it, but MA are great, even if you're not actually going through one. They might answer a few questions for you and make you feel less in limbo. Xxx

 

[Clover]

Morning girls
Sorry about my meltdown yesterday!!!
I'm feeling better today, no bleeding overnight just a tiny bit of brown when I wipe

Leah I feel really bad that that I thought he didn't care, I know he cares about me and how I'm feeling but I didn't think he was bothered about the baby but he's said he is he's hurting inside and not showing it
its a comfirt to know your hubby was similar and I think they just try to be strong and hide their emotions away

Becky it may be a possibility, I'm sure my MIL would have our little boy but my girls are only 16 &13 so still a bit young to be left alone, she hasn't got room for all of them!!!
We never get chance to go away just the 2 of us and it would be nice

Siamesecatlady I will definitely look at the website, I know there is a lot of advice on it, I think the Bedrest has helped as I'm not bleeding as much

Well only just over 24 hours to go then I'll know what's happening

xxxxx






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[broody2013]

Thinking of you Hun, I sent you a PM xxx

 

[SoObsessed]

I've been following your updates here Hon. Just to say I'll be thinking of you tomorrow. My fingers are crossed for positive news. Huge hugs xx

 

[Clover]

Thanks SoObsessed
I hope to be joining you back in Tri 1 but can't let myself think too positively as I'm just setting myself up for a fall

Bleeding again a bit clotty, stupidly I have been pottering around the house washing up and tidying round so I think im going to rest now!

Broody have Pm'd you back my lovely

xxxxx



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[tootie]

Hi lovely I'm sorry I've not been on much lately but just caught up xx never say sorry for showing emotion and letting it out. It's cathartic Xx

Will be thinking about you tomorrow. Can't tell you how much I am wishing for good news for you xxx

 

[Clover]

Hi lovely I'm sorry I've not been on much lately but just caught up xx never say sorry for showing emotion and letting it out. It's cathartic Xx

Will be thinking about you tomorrow. Can't tell you how much I am wishing for good news for you xxx

Thankyou so much hunny, I hope so much that I get to come back over to Tri 1 with you, I'm not getting my hopes up at all as the odds are stacked up against me and I don't think its going to be good news, but you never know?, miracle's can happen, this baby was my little miracle so that's why I'm still a little bit hopeful
how are you doing my lovely

xxxxxxx

 

[Slb24]

Ooh Hun! You still have hcg in your system so you're going to be more emotional. And with everything going on no one blames you. Everyone needs a good cry every now and then.

I hope tomorrow goes well for you Hun. What time is your scan? Xx

 

[Clover]

Hi Shelly
my scan is at 10am tomorrow, I'm really scared, more scared than I was last week
Tbh I had been given the miscarriage diagnosis last weekend so last Monday's scan was just confirming that, but as it turned out it didn't so the stakes are so high now and I know I've got further to fall

How are you doing hun?

xxxxxxx


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[Charlotte9]

I will be thinking about you Gail tomorrow at 10 am. I will pray for you tonight. It's very scary I know ! Luckily it's in the morning and you don't have to wait till afternoon.
xxxxx

 

[Clover]

Thanks Charlotte
I'm glad it's tomorrow and I want to know now just dreading the outcome

xxxxxxx

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[Slb24]

I can only imagine how nervous you are. I really do wish you the best of luck.

I'm glad it's at 10. It would be hard going through the day waiting. Try and have a lie in. Only get up at 9. You won't have time to worry then.

I'm okay Hun. I've been out today and done a bit of walking and I'm spotting again now. Obviously I am going to have to stay in and do nothing (I don't drive) but I am so bored lol and I e got to wait until Friday until I know if Everything's Okay or not.

Is there a reason I am spotting when walking/doing anything? Lol xx