I had to have a termination a dew yrs ago as i was in a bad car crash and broke my pelvis in 7areas and it wasnt stable enough to support the pregnancy not long after the accident, it was the hardest thing ever, and the bleeding after the op doesnt help either, i know how you feel hunni, i pray this pregnancy goes well n me n the bean are ok, i know a day that doesnt go by you dont think about it. A journey in life that doesnt turn out how you wanted it to be doesnt nessesarily have to be a sad one, it just means that journey wasnt for us just yet and to smile and start another one..life throws us some shite cards but its the hand we deal that teaches us how to get through it, xxxx