2WW Again!

[cosmicgirl]

Hope you've got a bean in there Amy x

 

[positivity :)]

seen lots of ladies on here get pos OPK's before a pos HPT! hope this is it hunny xxx

 

[Amyrose]

Thanks ladies but to be honest im not very hopeful at all xxx

 

[Amyrose]

im knackered after our day out, I have been living in the uk a year today where has the time gone?
I did another opk its still positive but im still getting neg on hpts i have only 1 left i wont be buying more until after af i need to cure my addiction testing everyday is not healthy!

 

[sarahloususan]

Fingers crossed for you. Really hope you get a bfp soon! x

 

[Amyrose]

thanks sarah but i wont hold my breath lol, how you getting on? xxx

 

[sarahloususan]

aw I really hope the pos opk is a bfp or double ov!!! are they still pos??

I think I had my first bfn with no evap..I could see the antibody strip really white! I put it straight in bin and it saved me about an hour wasted on photoshop. xx

 

[Amyrose]

yeh still as dark as yesterday i think my hormones are fluctuating after the mc thats why im getting so many different readings and any so called pregnancy symptoms i maybe feeling are all down to this as well. I think im like you at this stage anything would be great lol x

 

[sarahloususan]

I really hope you are wrong..and its pregnancy hormones that are doing the job! will you be testing daily or is that a stoopid question? x

 

[Amyrose]

hahaha i have only 1 hpt left cant remember if i have more coming but dont think i do. i have loads of opks might just use my last test tomorrow and then give myself a break x

 

[Amyrose]

todays opk and hpt

 

[positivity :)]

that's a VERY strong OPK! aren't u tempted by a FRER? xx

 

[Amyrose]

its been like that for days but im getting bfn on my cheapies so i dont think its worth getting one x

 

[Lewa]

That OPK is pretty dark! If I was in your situation I think I'd continue testing with the OPK's, and then do an HPT when I get (if) a positive OPK. I've rerad that usually an OPK will either get positive before an HPT will show a positive, or on the same day, so as long as the line on the OPK isn't as dark or darker than the test line you probably won't get a positive HPT anyway...

Really hope this is it for you! That would have been sooo great!

 

[Amyrose]

thanks lewa, im going to keep doing my opks until they run out i have quiet a few left but i am also an addict lol when there gone it will be witch watch for me. I would give anything to get a bfp but i really dont think my body is ready its so all over the place xxx

 

[sarahloususan]

that opk is looking great..tbh i think I see something on the hpt...but it might be camera etc as im sure you woulda seenit yourself..but I am seeing lines everywhere!

would you normally get a positive opk for 3 days in a row?

x

 

[Amyrose]

no hun 3 days in a row is a bit of a head spin

 

[Amyrose]

9dpo temp has risen today. cervix has gone from low and soft last night to high this morning. Im very grumpy which isnt like me but its because from frustration this limbo is killing me. hpt was neg and opk still has good lines but im thinking not as pink as yesterday. Now im wondering is my ff chart right but my cm wasnt favourable to have only just ovd im done now in not testing with opks or hpts until witch is here

 

[cosmicgirl]

I don't blame you, I'm so sick of seeing bfn's, I'm not testing again either (plus I know the witch is around the corner!) hope you get an answer soon and are put out of your misery x

 

[Amyrose]

it is a nightmare isnt it! I just dont think im ment to have another baby. I feel well and truly defeated to be honest.