1st time Soy! FX'd

[Charlotte9]

I was thinking about testing on Sunday, but now as its close I think I will wait a bit longer. Im due on Sunday.
I will test on Sunday if I get any symptoms. x

 

[CockerMum]

I can't believe you haven't tested yet. Wish I hadn't, send some of your strength to me xx

 

[Charlotte9]

Testing makes me very upset, Id rather wait and see. Last cycle I tested 3 days before AF and then I as upset for 3 days.

Im cramping a bit, so I hope its not arriving early x

 

[CockerMum]

Next cycle I am not testing until day after AF is due.

Still early yet? I have still got them from last night. Cramping and slight pressure. It feels like it does when I am on xx

 

[Charlotte9]

I think its the best way! Wait till the day its due.

I have cramps too, they are very mild, kinda in the front of tummy down below. I hope its not a sign of AF.

So we both are now at the most difficult time of the cycle!

 

[CockerMum]

Fx crossed for us both

I am hoping and praying for us xx

 

[Charlotte9]

Thank you. I am praying every night too!!!

Ive decided to clean the house a bit to distract my thoughts ha ha. xx

 

[Charlotte9]

I just noticed a bit of ewcm and it was a bit tinged. I sometimes get this before AF.

So I think not long now and Im out. xx

 

[CockerMum]

Aww keep positive Charlotte might not be af xx

 

[Charlotte9]

I don't like this time of the cycle. I think I need to change my attitude and don't let negativity take charge. I hope docs appointment will boost my positivity.
How are you feeling? x

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[CockerMum]

it has got to be the worst part, concentrate on your gp app. go through you list on question. create another thread asking people what they asked or did ask?? might take your mind off it?

i feel like i am on, keep going to the loo to check but nothing yet. we will see as the night goes on but like you i am not that positive xx

 

[Charlotte9]

I hope af stays away for both of us. Im loosing hope now cause I have no symptoms.

This makes me think can I continue like this? After all these months I just dont have that much strength left in me.

xx

 

[CockerMum]

Keep going Charlotte your miracle baby will be on their way soon. Dont lose hope or give up. Concentrate on your gp app, they will shed some light on your situation and help xx

 

[Charlotte9]

Thank you for cheering me up. Only 2 more sleeps until docs app. Im actually very positive person, but when it is approaching the end of the cycle I start to get a bit low.

I have 3 pregnant colleaques at work. I see them all the time. It constantly reminds me this situation.

One of the girls always invites me to go for a walk lunch time. I really dont want to x

 

[CockerMum]

Its understandable being low at this point in a cycle especially when having AF symptoms. Until she comes knocking we are still in the running babe.

Yep keep your mind focused on that. pick out an outfit thats comfy but easy to take on and off just incase they want to do examintions etc. take spare panties, documents like your cycle notes, questions.

i understand that, my friend recently had a baby (she was on the patch). its heart renching xx

 

[Charlotte9]

I have no idea what is going to happen at docs on Saturday. I wont be asking too much, cause its NHS. I will keep my questions to the private doc.

I just feel like Im on my own today. OH is happy and relaxed, keeps saying it will happen when it happens.

I hate my pg friends saying relax and stop trying. Its so easy to say.

Glad I have you to share my thoughts

I know we are still in! Thank you for your support

Are you still on knicker watch? x

 

[CockerMum]

Whats times you app? i will be asleep all day but will want the low down when i wake lol i hope it goes well and they start the ball rolling.

OH's really dont get it. Mine is sympathetic then the next is like stop worrying it will happen. tbh tho i dont think they get the whole ovulation, fertile days, egg only lasts so long etc. Plus he thinks he has super spunk coz of his other 2 kids. He has said we will try harder next cycle as he can see i am getting frustrated and low about it. i was thinking of educating him on the subject but then stressing him out wont help as he may lose it. This forum and you especially have helped me keep my sanity and shown me that i am not alone in this adventure.

Pg and ones with kids dont understand as it was so easy for them. i would love to be able to relax again like i was at the beg but the more time goes on the more that runs through your mind. i just nob politely now and choose to ignore it. in one ear and out the other.

will you try soy again next cycle?

We are still in

Yep still feels like i am on - its strange. i am sure she will show herself this weekend. i dont usually have any signs of AF until i wipe and see then once my eyes have seen blood my body kicks in with aches pain etc. so to be having af symptoms and no blood is a new one on me. xx

 

[CockerMum]

Still no sign of Af and she (cervix) has gone very high, cant even feel it :O

Wonder when cervix drops near af (day before, same day, days before?) xx

 

[CockerMum]

BFN, will prob test once I have been to sleep.

Cramping has gone. Now constipated which is the usual for when my AF is due.
Trying to stay positive but it's getting harder.

Hope your feeling brighter today Charlotte. Big hugs xx

 

[Charlotte9]

Morning. Men don't understand us at all. They are relaxed and chilled. They all think they have super sperm. Yes it could be true. We shall see that after sperm test comes back.
I think I'm out this month cause I saw my little boy in my dream. He usually comes in my dream around this time of the cycle and then AF arrives shortly after.
So I'm just waiting now.
If your cervix is high its a good sign. However it can change every day. If its still high on Sunday its defo a good sign.
My app is at 3.30. So I have plenty of time tomorrow. I will arrive an hour early ha ha.
Where in the country do you live? xx

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