1st time Soy! FX'd

[Charlotte9]

AW how exciting!!! I hope it's good news. Have you been to the docs and done any tests??? x

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[CockerMum]

Nope havent been as i need to of been off the depo for a year before they will do anything x

 

[Charlotte9]

How many more month to go till you can see the doc? I hope you won't need it x

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[CockerMum]

think i have about 4/5 month left yet. will try soy again next cycle and going to look up some more vits etc for me to take next cycle then if i dont get my bfp i will go docs and try to get the ball rolling xx

 

[Charlotte9]

More and more girls get pregnant once they stop trying. 2 girls at work got pregnant. They both had ivf appointments booked. And now both have bellies. I don't understand the trick! I can't relax and do nothing. I just can't. Can you ? x

4-5 months will go fast! Make sure your weight is healthy. That's the first thing doc looks at x

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[CockerMum]

i cant relax at all, i am even considering temping next cycle. i only did 2 temps this month and struggled to sleep lol!

i didnt do anything for first few months just thought it might happen then the more time has gone on the more i am getting worried etc. people including oh think we should just leave it be and it will happen but i really dont think it will without me tracking with opks etc.

apart from this week of me doing nights i have eaten well and losing slowly, havent eaten much this week because of nights. too tired and no motivation tbh. nights completely send my system out of whack. xx

 

[CockerMum]

Good morning Charlotte

Nights are making me terrible in this blinking 2ww lol!! i go through so many emotions in a 12 hour shift haha!!

Atm i am in a positive mood, just looked at when i had my positive OPK (June 4th) so i could either be dpo 10/11/12 depending on when i actually popped the egg out. Should i go from 10dpo, i had previously considered myself 11dpo today.

Just checked my cervix which it still v.high, can just reach with my middle finger, hard and i think (not sure) feel a hole/dip kinda like they describe about pursed lips. After having a feel around i am now getting slight cramps. CM is white maybe watery? but can only see cm when i have checked my cervix. Its all so conflicting lol!!

Sorry for all this just need to write it down and get out of my head lol! Couple of hours and i will prob be all negative again, this is crazy lol!! xx

 

[Charlotte9]

Morning Charlotte

Your symptoms sound promising. High cervix its very good. I think mine is somewhere in the middle. I did not want to check it but OH was in sexy mood yesterday so I was applying gel and so I checked it.

My OH asked me when Im going to test, I said I will wait till Sunday. He said ok

When are you testing? xx

 

[CockerMum]

Will test again today if my ICs turn up and will prob keep testing until AF shows up xx

 

[Charlotte9]

I think your ICS should arrive today. Let me know how it goes.
xx

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[Charlotte9]

I won an auction on eBay. It was satsuma body butter from body shop. I could not be bothered to go to the shop decided to order from eBay.
I sell lots of high brand stuff too and all items are genuine. That's why I expect from other people too.
Ha ha guess what I received. A fake one. Satsuma body butter has been removed and replaced with cheap tesco one. Body shop body butters smell so nice you could eat it. I was shocked!!! Can't believe seller are so naive.x

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[CockerMum]

Bfn for me today.

Omg I can't believe someone has done that! How cheeky

How has your day been? Xx

 

[Charlotte9]

Sorry hun for bfn. That's so sad. Have you got any symptoms?

That lady has lost her mind completely. Everyone knows how real body butter looks and smells. Shocking.

My day is OK so far. I'm tired again. Watched football at work .
Can't wait to go home and eat dinner. What are you up to? x

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[CockerMum]

I seem to have pregnancy and AF symptoms so confusing. It's not helping that I am working nights as that confuses my system so could be that aswell 4 days til AF so will see what happens but haven't got my hopes up.

I can't believe someone can be that decitful, be she doesn't even feel guilty!

Was the football any good? I have just woken up. Starting to get a sty on my eye
Wanting for OH to get home so we can have sausage casserole x

 

[Charlotte9]

AW sausage casserole sounds really good. I'm having curry tonight.
I'm very tired, bloated as well. I feel very sleepy. Lack of coffee probably. Will male a cuppa once I get home.
We both have 4 days to go.
What pregnancy / AF symptoms do you have? x
Yea that stupid seller is awful. I'm waiting for refund now. x

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[CockerMum]

If you coffee doesn't pick you up have a nice bath and early night I love love love curry altho this past month have gone off spicy

I have AF pains/cramping but I feel nausea and pee'ing a lot - all started last night. I do think AF might be early this month as the cramping feels like it does on the first day.

Good good the cheeky cow lol! Xx

 

[Charlotte9]

It can't be AF? Its too early. I had mild cramps earlier, but very briefly.

Check cm if its not pink you are fine! Knicker watch time is here xxx

 

[CockerMum]

I have nothing not even much cm. Still keeping pee'ing tho but not drinking that much to warrant the constant urge to pee. I thought by now I would have at least a squinter but they are stark white xx

 

[Charlotte9]

My cm is on and off. It can't be sperm from last night, its been a long time now.

ICs can be unreliable. I know pregnant girls who tested with ics and had nothing. AF was late and ics showed nothing. So don't get upset yet xxx

 

[CockerMum]

Have you decided when your going to test? I will keep using the ICs until Mon, if my AF doesn't show Monday will do a frer Tuesday morning.

How on earth do people get squinters lol xx