Thanks laurat I keep comparing myself to my friends which doesn't help but I can't help myself especially as one of them had her son 4 days before me and she has lost so much weight that she's lighter than she was pre pregnancy I know she's extremely lucky but I hate seeing myself in the mirror I just don't feel like me I'm always too hard on myself hopefully I'll have a loss on Monday fingers crossed! I'm so grateful for this forum the support is amazing! Don't know wot id do without it sometimes! X