WTT journal x

[Emily0505]

Wow, congratulations to your mum!!!

I hope your body is back to normal hun and that when you do ttc, that it happens quickly for you.

XX

 

[Aragon]

Thanks Emily!!!
Yes we are at similar stages . hope you are back on track too xx

 

[Emily0505]

I'm CD10 today so af is gone and i'm just waiting to ov now

XX

 

[Aragon]

Ahhh you're ahead of me then Emily
I am only CD2 now. I will track your story. Im so excited to see your BFP!!!!

My friend invited me round for a workout at her house last night. She is a bikini model... Why did I do it??? I'm nothing like a bloody bikini model! Lol. Hurting all over today. Xx

 

[Aragon]

Told. My friend about my mmc tonight and she cried for me. Sooo good to talk.
Then she told me she's been trying for her 2nd baby for 6/7 years and can't conceive. They won't go for tests as they don't want to find out one of them is now infertile in case it splits them up due to resentment. Can't believe it. They have a 9 yr old son. Feel awful for starting the conversation now... But she is happy I told her. She's never been through mc but has spent years doing preg tests. She is resigned to not having another. Wish they'd go to the doctors but they won't
Xx

 

[Aragon]

Day 4 of my first AF after my mmc and it's soooo heavy! Can't believe it. Least i know my body is sorting itself out xx

 

[Aragon]

Day 7 of my AF... Seriously!! Go away witch!! Xx

 

[millielaura]

I hope your af goes for you soon. How are you doing?xxx

 

[Aragon]

Hey you. Im good thanks. AF listened and went away haha. 7 days of it! Anyway, back on to tracking my cycles so feeling good about that.
I've been checking your journal and I see you have a bfp!!! I know how worried you will be. Really hoping it works out for you and that this is your time. You deserve it xxx

 

[Aragon]

Urghhhh went out last night got v drunk and cried my eyes out. So hard just want to feel normal again. Xx

 

[Aragon]

Had ewcm and loads of cramp. Thinking maybe ov'ing?? Xx

 

[Donna88]

That sounds like you are to me

When I used to ovulate I had those, I used to get lower back pain too. Sometimes I think I could even tell which side I was ovulating from, hoping my symptoms are just as clear when they come back this time round.

 

[Donna88]

Told. My friend about my mmc tonight and she cried for me. Sooo good to talk.
Then she told me she's been trying for her 2nd baby for 6/7 years and can't conceive. They won't go for tests as they don't want to find out one of them is now infertile in case it splits them up due to resentment. Can't believe it. They have a 9 yr old son. Feel awful for starting the conversation now... But she is happy I told her. She's never been through mc but has spent years doing preg tests. She is resigned to not having another. Wish they'd go to the doctors but they won't
Xx

Oh bless them.

It's a shame they won't go to the doctors, sounds like they're a strong enough couple to cope if they did find out that was the case and there's always steps to take. If they won't go to the doctors do you think they'd look at adopting?

 

[Aragon]

I know i feel really awful for her. She won't adopt. She is concentrating on her son now. Such a shame xx

 

[Donna88]

They must be happy (enough) with that though, otherwise they would look at other avenues. Still very sad though, you don't expect it to happen to you or people you are close to as silly as that sounds

 

[Aragon]

True. And you don't understand til it happens to you too. I was one of the ones asking if she's planning number 2. How frickin awful. Wish I knew then what I knew now. I'll never ask anyone again!!! Xx

 

[Donna88]

I think we've all been there and not realised until after that it could be completely the wrong thing to say.

 

[Aragon]

So even though I'm not TTC I'm symptom spotting. What is wrong wirh me???!!!!
Tracking headaches, sore nipples for past 6 days, vivid dreams and cramp.
If I'm like this now what will I be like when iI ttc!!!!

I figure if I track now it might help to cross out normal symptoms when I'm trying to work out if I'm pregnant. Crazy though how symptoms can make you feel preg anyway!!

I'm definitely not btw. We've been using condoms
Much to OH delight!!

Oh yeah I got engaged on saturday too!!!!!

All my dreams are coming true

Xx

 

[Eryinera]

Congratulations on the engagement! I started to track my non pregnant symptoms after my first mc in 2014 but I fell preg the first cycle soooo wasn't very accurate lol. I'll be doing the same once this mmc has finished too. I wish you the best of luck hun. Glad things are starting to look up!

 

[Aragon]

Thank you!
Yes I am secretly hoping I will fall preg in jan when we start ttc.
Mmc is so hard as feel my body will trick me again. That's why I'm symptom spotting too. My OH says what will be will be..... But I can't relax like that!!!
Hope you get your BFP soon xxx