feel so tired and drained. had to have a D&C and blood transfusion as lost so much blood. just wish thr cramps would go away and my oh was here to hug me. feel so alone right now. dont want to face going home and having to pack the baby things away. dont feel i want to try again. oh does but after 8 timrs its obvs not meant to be. the problem is with me not him, he allready has two beutiful children. i feel im jist a waste he deserves somebody better then me. somebody to give him what he wants. he proposed at my first scan. now that happy memory is gone. people ask how he propsed how do i say at our dead babys scan.......how do i do anthing anymore just want to cry but cant
worst mc ever!
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oh hun felt so sad reading your post. I cant not begin to understand what you are going through. I have just had a mc and it was awfull but its nothing compared to what u are going through. Only you know if you are going to give it another go and i think eveyone would understand if you couldnt face it again, but your husband loves you for you in sure, not what u can or cannot give him. I belice miracles do happen and in the end you will have your happy ending, dont suffer in silence hun and tell your oh how you are feeling. big hugs to you i know its almost impossible but with the right support your get though it x x x
thankyou hun. i am sorry to hear of you loss aswell. life seems so cruel doesnt it. well im still pretty ill. on antibiotics and cant sleep. got specialist coming to see me tommoro. why has it taken this long thats whati want to know. hopefully i will find out tommoro. i dream of that happy ending everyday. maybe i will getbot somebody. keep strong aswell xx
how u feeling this morning hun? i soppose it makes it more hard when u cant get any sleep and everything going round in your head. Hope they let u out today so u can be in your own house and start to recover. Are they going to give you tests on your multiple mc?
hi hun, a little better. i am being discharged tommoro. just got to do one last scan and check my bloods. they have finally agreed to give me an appointment with a specialist. im rather scared that he will say its impossible for me to carry. if that is what it is then so be it. i have to remind myself there are other options. i have thought alot about adoption. just take little steps i guess. how are you feeling? xx
wow so thats good hun at least your get answers one way or another and can face it straight on. Its about time they letu see a specialist u never know maybe a prob that can be fixed or put right but without seeing one u wont know. Ill be hoping for good news for u. Im good im back ttc not got much hope for this month as soon aftermc but like they say u gota be in it to win it!!!
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I'm really sorry to hear of your losses 
hopefully it is something relatively straightforward and the specialist can give you something to help. Sad that this has happened to you so many times 
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hopefully it is something relatively straightforward and the specialist can give you something to help. Sad that this has happened to you so many times x
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Wow Hunni 8 times? Sweetie you've been really through it
Don't really think there is much I can say to make you feel better. But your not a waste and don't think like that. Xx
Don't really think there is much I can say to make you feel better. But your not a waste and don't think like that. Xx
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~Oh I'm so sorry XX
I had a mmc and had to have blood transfusions, you will feel shattered, just loaf on the sofa , keep warm as hard to keep your temps up and just sleep where you can - ~I hope you can get some answers soon XX
I had a mmc and had to have blood transfusions, you will feel shattered, just loaf on the sofa , keep warm as hard to keep your temps up and just sleep where you can - ~I hope you can get some answers soon XX
Thankyou everyone. Yes 8 times of pure hell. made it to 19 weeks at one point. just so glad im going to be seen. im focusing on my two step children at the moment. they are my babies and i love them too bits. we have decided to put off trying for abit and if it happens it happens. i havent got the energy to do all the temperature things or ovulation tests. well tbh i dont want sex again at the moment. yes extreammlly tired. and constantly cold. oh been making me homemade soup and brought me a bug blanket. he has boxed up the baby things as i cant bear to look at them. hardest thing is explaing to poppy and finn whats happened to baby xx
