What do you do when you and O/H have had a difficult time in the not so distant past and you have both tried to put it right and for a short few weeks everything felt great, but that luxury weekend away was just a plaster over the crack and the same old uncomfortable feelings have started to creeking in. I wanted to go to ireland over half term to see his family and he said no way hes to busy and no money yet this weekend he has gone to denmark to whatch football he went thursday and is coming back late tonight and to me that is a long time for a football match and hes going to ireland next week with out me and my son, so wheres the money coming from if he hasnt got any? A few of my friends have heard my little nigle and all have different opinions. I met one of my close friends last night, he is a bloke but we have always been really close and in the past nearly but never quite got it together. we were laughing and joking about it last night and a few things came to ahead such as a jealous friend who always managed to manipulate us and keep us apart, aparently there were times when he thought we might have got together but something always happened to stop it (usually the friend interfereing). Thing was i always thought the same that we would have been perfect together as we are ourselves around each other were comfortable and there was never any pretence about us i just never knew how he felt. We had a good talk last night. Nothing happened at all apart from out usual hug as we both have partners and i would do nothing to hurt my partner and i wouldnt want him to be in a position where he feels guilty. But it is playing on my mind I know my feelings are strong for this guy and always have been but I have always pushed it to the back of my mind. But what if am supposed to be with this guy and not my o/h and i dont take the chance will i regret it. Or what if i break it of with o/h and regret that.
am one confused chick
Pam xx
am one confused chick
Pam xx