Ttc shit boat - long term ttcers

[lisey]

Happy Birthday Andrea xx

Glad the HSG went well and there were no blockages xx

 

[Hopeful75]

Happy Birthday Andrea! Glad the tests went well, even though the after effects don't sound great - hope you weren't in a library or anything!
Stace- know exactly how you feel, went to my Grandma's birthday the other day. Ended up in the kitchen having a little cry because the entire family were singing nursery rhymes to my cousins 15month old - there was no escape! My mum realised I was missing and her leaving the room seemed to stop the singing, whether or not they all realised I've no idea. But we can't keep ourselves locked away- the only way is down if we do that! Hope you managed to escape early and gave yourself a treat for surviving it!

 

[Andreax2]

Thanks ladies ! Well bd last night and still feeling abit tender hope that's normal !
How u doing staces ?
Hugs hopeful , hopefully we will all signing nursery rhymes this time next year ! Badly !
Lisey how's u love ? U in the 2ww ? X

 

[lisey]

Family events really can be difficult, I do try to avoid as much as I can, I do find it hard sometimes to be surrounded by pregnancies and little ones but also the worry of the questions 'when will you have one?', 'get a move on' etc

Andrea, I am 13dpo, I tested neg yesterday and I had a little spotting yesterday. I must be grateful that I lasted all the way to 12dpo with the spotting when other months it has been as early as 5dpo or 7dpo but I am finding it hard to be optimistic today. Am feeling a little unwell today so not helping matters but I honestly can't imagine ever being pregnant again, I just don't think its going to happen xx

 

[Andreax2]

Aww lisey big hugs lovely I feel like that at the end of cycles but we have 2 keep going , have u got 1 more cycle left b4 ivf ?
Hubby's best friend has just been round 2 tell us his girlfriend is pregnant , sometimes we can't even hide away in our own homes 2 get away from it !:/

 

[Bethyboo87]

I'm having a crap day today too, Lisey. I just don't know how much longer I can keep doing this. I've written a list of my remaining cycles until Clomid (6, including today's) so at least I can cross them off, but I just don't know if I would rather pack all this in until I see the consultant again. I just don't know what to do at the moment... Even if we avoid fertile time I know I'll still get my hopes up each month, so it's either condoms (obviously OH votes no condoms ) or keep going. I really think I'd rather not keep going - at least that would hopefully prevent my weekends being full of tears like this one. My OH is a saint, I swear, and it's not nice me ruining his weekends off.

Hope you had a lovely bday, Andrea! Glad to hear HSG went well. Another tick off the list xx

 

[lisey]

Thanks for your kind words ladies, I know we have to keep going but I hate that awful dreaded feeling of going through all of this and it just not happening.
Andrea, that must have been hard to face that in your own home, I feel like I have a pre-recorded, automated response to announcements now.
We have two more months before IVF appointment, it feels like such pressure, I don't like it. I am only 31, it shouldn't be this way

Bethyboo, its a struggle isn't it? So how comes you have to wait 6 cycles for the clomid? I sometimes feel the same like I just want to give up and be normal again, not count cycle days, pee on sticks or think about everything ttc related. I am even starting to really dread bd'ing xx

 

[Bethyboo87]

Bethyboo, its a struggle isn't it? So how comes you have to wait 6 cycles for the clomid? I sometimes feel the same like I just want to give up and be normal again, not count cycle days, pee on sticks or think about everything ttc related. I am even starting to really dread bd'ing xx

My referral came through after my miscarriage, so consultant wants me to have more time to fall naturally, which is fair enough. I tried so hard to change his mind but he wasn't having any of it! Some men are scared of women tears but he's obviously seen it all before! xx

 

[dolly26]

Hey ladies how are u all?

I feel like an emotional wreck today :'( it's not helping that my sis is never off the phone going on about her pregnancy. But I think it's cause only me, her oh and my oh know that she is pg or the fact that I work in gynae and antenatal. At least when I get her off the phone I can have a good cry

 

[Bethyboo87]

Hey ladies how are u all?

I feel like an emotional wreck today :'( it's not helping that my sis is never off the phone going on about her pregnancy. But I think it's cause only me, her oh and my oh know that she is pg or the fact that I work in gynae and antenatal. At least when I get her off the phone I can have a good cry

Oh God, I could not deal with that today. Just ignored the phone ringing, not even checked who it was, probably my mum but I'm just not in the mood. Hugs xx

 

[lisey]

Hopefully it will happen for within the 6 months bethyboo xx

Dolly, I couldn't cope with that, things being posted on fb is hard enough for me today xx

 

[dolly26]

Trust me it's been very hard like trying to support her and advise her but when my turn comes I will drive her nuts lol

 

[Bethyboo87]

Oh my god, what a night!! Cd 1 for me yesterday, even though my temps had stayed up when usually they start to drop from about 5dpo. Started bleeding in the afternoon but by bedtime I was having cramps. Woke up close to midnight with awful, awful cramps, went to the loo and felt like I was gonna puke/faint, got off the loo the lie on the floor as was also feverish, felt like I couldn't keep myself upright . Oh came in and got me pain killers and I got back into bed, cramps were so bad, and it was full on deja vu of my miscarriage. Thank god I didn't test early, but I am sure that was a chemical. Gutted, but I'm okay. I wasn't going to take soy anymore as I had the most painful cramps at 2dpo and wasn't sure it was right, but it obviously did the trick so will give them another go. Onwards and upwards :/ x

 

[lisey]

So sorry Bethyboo Loads of luck for your next cycle xx

 

[dolly26]

So sorry bethyboo good luck for it cycle

Well I feel like c##p today started taking a pain in my right side last night and its still here and I didn't help my nephew wanted lifted with and played with this morning I was actually glad to see nap time so I could chill with a coffee and I am so tired to

Sorry to moan

How u ladies are ok xx

 

[lisey]

Make sure you take it easy Dolly, it can take a long time to recover xx

I am not having a great day either, the witch is on the way, I feel down, crampy and generally close to tears, to top it off I knocked someones wing mirror off today. I gave him cash to have it fixed, I was in such a tizz that I didn't get proof of paying him the money. He was very nice about it and told me not to worry, I think he could see I was close to tears but now I am worried he will go through insurance, surely he wouldn't go to that trouble, would cost more in excess-I paid him enough as I looked up how much they are on ebay so hopefully he is a decent human being. I will obsess about it now though cos that's what I am like when I get anxious. I was feeling really unusually hot in the car when it happened and I think it distracted me xx

 

[snowbee]

Hello all on ship! Hope everyone is doing ok, not been about much this last week so catching up with everyone's news.

I'm on cd25, hopefully ovd this cycle on the soy as I had a nice dark line last week so should be 3dpo if I did. Desperate to get a sticky bfp before Christmas and before trying clomid. Got blood test on Fri so should find out if the soy worked and I did pop out that elusive egg.

 

[dolly26]

Will try to take it easy tomorrow lisey I am exhausted after today. Sorry to hear a bout it wee accident fx that the guy is decent to not put it through the insurance (((big hugs))) xx

 

[Jazzy.fizzle]

Hiya! Just Andreas no1 stalker here!

Just checking up on the crazy lady! Hope you are well, and had a lovely birthday!

Happy


Xxx

 

[Sugarpop]

Make sure you take it easy Dolly, it can take a long time to recover xx

I am not having a great day either, the witch is on the way, I feel down, crampy and generally close to tears, to top it off I knocked someones wing mirror off today. I gave him cash to have it fixed, I was in such a tizz that I didn't get proof of paying him the money. He was very nice about it and told me not to worry, I think he could see I was close to tears but now I am worried he will go through insurance, surely he wouldn't go to that trouble, would cost more in excess-I paid him enough as I looked up how much they are on ebay so hopefully he is a decent human being. I will obsess about it now though cos that's what I am like when I get anxious. I was feeling really unusually hot in the car when it happened and I think it distracted me xx

Don't feel too bad! My husband was reversing from a space on a hill & wasn't quick enough so we went in to a wall! No damage was done but try not to worry. Many people are genuinely good and it's more trouble to go through insurance!