Seems to be an influx of pregnant friends at the moment. I feel so bad, not for her being pregnant but because she was to scared to tell me, my own best friend!! I had lunch at her house and was there for a few hours but it wasnt until I was getting in to my car to leave that she told me ..... she then burst in to tears!! I feel awful, I sat in her house moaning about how unfair my life was and all the while she was trying to find the right moment to tell me. Have I really become that person who people are to scared to talk to about anything baby or pregnancy related!! Of course I immediately gave her a hug and told her that she can talk to me about anything and that I was happy for her, which I trully am. I dont want her to feel like she has to walk on egg shells around me for the next nine months and hide things from me. The sad truth though is that it crushed me, and I hate that, I hate that all I could think about was how hard this is going to be on me. This girl is like a sister to me, she is the friend who offered to be my surrogate should we ever need one, and it hurts that I cant be happy for her like I should be. Sorry for the down post just having a hard time of it all at the moment, keeping watching all these christmas films with happy familys sitting round the tree and it hurts because I want it to be me so bad!!