12 Weeks Tomorrow!!
I cant believe i will be 12 weeks tomorrow. Time seems to have gone so fast! And now only a few days until my scan. I'm getting more and more nervous about it though. All i can think about is that something will be wrong. Even now i finally got my BFP and am actually pregnant, after all the bad luck we seem to have had with TTC i just cant imagine actually having a baby. This scares me, i want to be positive, i dont want to be negative as i feel like i'm wishing something bad to happen.
Anyway, i am looking forward to the scan too. It will be one of the most wonderful days in my life if everything is ok
and i cant wait to see my baby again.
The mamas and papas jeans i ordered are no good.
The length is ok, but the legs are way too baggy. I may try a size smaller, or i'm wondering whether topshop may be better as i imagine those will be tighter fitting.
Also, the doppler i ordered is driving me and DH crazy. All we can find is a swooshy noise. I have one with a display which will show the heart rate and if i didn't have that i would be sure what i was listening to was the heartbeat. But the doppler says no, so it cant be. DH thinks its a load of rubbish and doesn't think it will ever work.
It would be so reassuring if we could find it before the scan, as i think it would make it more enjoyable instead of me being a nervous wreck!
Still feeling queasy most days. It sort of comes and goes. And i'm still struggling to find anything i want to eat. Most meals involve some kind of junk, and ben and jerrys is the new desire (despite not being able to stomach normal vanilla icecream, cream, or even a twister as the tiny amount of icecream made me feel ill!) So far i have managed Phish Food and chunky monkey, all without any kind of queasyness. I dont even like Phish food normally. I am still off meat of any kind which makes meals quite difficult. the thouht of it turns my stomach. I need to search my cookbooks for some veggie meal ideas. Any suggestions very welcome! I was sick last week for the 1st time, after a very short trip in the car. It has put me off cheese and pickle sandwiches!
Back monday evening with scan update. Wish me luck and keep your fingers crossed!
Michelle x