hi, thanks alot, i trying not to dwell on it and understand that these things happen and there are alot of people who go through a hell of alot worse than this so i am just really thankfull that i have two beautifull children and i am lucky enough to be in the position to ttc a third.
had i not been ttc and monitoring everything i probably would have been none the wiser to be honest with you.
have just thrown away my pos test, (god knows why i kept it so long)and am really thankfull that this did not escalate into something alot worse.
so i am going to carry on being my usual stupidly happy self as i have two adorable little ones who would not want to see mommy sad, so we are off for a water fight in a bit, lol