Well today i have been really tired and tearful.
Anyway the thing is i txt my partner at work all the time and he rarely texts back, well anyway after the 3rd text asking if he wants me to make him some sandwichs he phones me and says no thxs he has just had a burger. but in the background the girl who works in the office and another bloke were laughing and giggling and shouted out ' whats richs top qualities...............lucy wants to know (the girl)' and then today he has a video recording on his phone where him and this girl are just pratting around for ten minutes laughing and messing about insulting each other.............. typical playground behaviour.........if he was 6 he would be pulling her pigtails and poking her.
The two things that bother me is 1. he has time to arse about with her and doesnt text me back
and 2. we went to an xmas dinner last year all with partners and she and my rich didnt say more than one word to each other. yet there so friendly when her boyfriend and im not there.
I know i am overeacting and its probably because im pregnant but it is driving me insane. i cant really say anything to him cause he hasnt done anything wrong. but my mind is working overtime i start digging deeper. I had a male friend at my old work place and rich hated me working with him and was always accusing me of things......................and then i think well if he was bothered by that is it because he has a guilty concioence (sp?) of what he is up to at work.
aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh
I know i should trust him...............there has been past history (like 4 yrs ago) why i shouldnt trust him but i cant keep bringing that up.
I know its mostly my fault i just feel so self concious at the moement , esp with the pregnancy stuff too. I have quite a high sex drive with this pregnancy and should be enjoying it but instead im hiding myself away and only doing the deed once a week.
what are peoples opinion ????? do you think its me being silly and i should grow up...................you can be honest ......plz.
anyway it feels alot better writing it down , getting it off my chest.
Anyway the thing is i txt my partner at work all the time and he rarely texts back, well anyway after the 3rd text asking if he wants me to make him some sandwichs he phones me and says no thxs he has just had a burger. but in the background the girl who works in the office and another bloke were laughing and giggling and shouted out ' whats richs top qualities...............lucy wants to know (the girl)' and then today he has a video recording on his phone where him and this girl are just pratting around for ten minutes laughing and messing about insulting each other.............. typical playground behaviour.........if he was 6 he would be pulling her pigtails and poking her.
The two things that bother me is 1. he has time to arse about with her and doesnt text me back
and 2. we went to an xmas dinner last year all with partners and she and my rich didnt say more than one word to each other. yet there so friendly when her boyfriend and im not there.
I know i am overeacting and its probably because im pregnant but it is driving me insane. i cant really say anything to him cause he hasnt done anything wrong. but my mind is working overtime i start digging deeper. I had a male friend at my old work place and rich hated me working with him and was always accusing me of things......................and then i think well if he was bothered by that is it because he has a guilty concioence (sp?) of what he is up to at work.
aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh
I know i should trust him...............there has been past history (like 4 yrs ago) why i shouldnt trust him but i cant keep bringing that up.
I know its mostly my fault i just feel so self concious at the moement , esp with the pregnancy stuff too. I have quite a high sex drive with this pregnancy and should be enjoying it but instead im hiding myself away and only doing the deed once a week.
what are peoples opinion ????? do you think its me being silly and i should grow up...................you can be honest ......plz.
anyway it feels alot better writing it down , getting it off my chest.