I honestly feel like i am going out of my mind, i still HAVEN'T miscarried naturally, my anxiety has shot through the roof ( i've suffered this for 5 years ) i can't relax, eat or sleep properly, i don't know what to do, i'm new to this area so i don't know anyone that i can turn too, DH is trying to carry on as normal, he's not sure he wants to try again because of the state i got in with this one and the first one. I'm heading to epu tomorrow morning so i hope something happens to get the ball rolling, i wish i could have a good cry to calm myself but i can't even do that, i feel so numb, anyway sorry for the long winded rant, i had to get this of my chest