claire23
Well-Known Member
- Joined
- Aug 10, 2011
- Messages
- 1,412
- Reaction score
- 0
This breaks my heart to have to write this, so i will keep it as brief as possible and without all the details but just wanted to update some of the lovely ladies that have supported me over the last 9 months, i had a fairly good pregnancy up until friday 30/3/2012 the day before my darling boy was due when something was telling me to phone the hospital, my precious baby wasn't moving at his usual time of day, i went to my local hospital and they did the usual routine of getting the doppler out i then had to be scanned for the doctor to tell me my baby's heartbeat had stopped beating the induction process started on saturday and i gave birth naturally 1/4/12 at 40+1 and he weighed 5lb 12oz. my son is the most beautiful baby i have ever seen and although his heart wasn't beating anymore i could feel him with me, i had cuddles, got him dressed, took his hand and footprints, wrapped him in his blanket, gave him teddy bears and kisses, while im not a lucky mummy who got to take their baby home at the end of the 9 months, i am still a mummy who loved her baby boy very much and have precious memories and photos of us together, all i can do now is make his funeral the best ever and that is what im hoping is gonna get me through the next few weeks. The world is not good enough for my boy so he's gone straight to heaven with the other angels xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx