lilcurly
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Hi ladies,
I need to rant.
LMP 14/1
AF due 15/2
15/2
Light pink cm 16/1
Light brown cm 18/1
Lower back ache 17/1 - 20/1
First doctors appointment 19/1 due to concerns over backache, doctor requested 2 BHCG tests to be done. 1 on Monday 22nd 1 on Wednesday 24th and then she would follow up with a call on Thursday 25th to discuss the results.
Mondays result came in at 72 which I was told "That's in the normal range" 2nd test done on Wednesday came in at 67. Doctor called me on the Thursday and advise me that my HCG had dropped which meant the pregnancy wasn't progressing and that I should expect to miscarry. She booked me in for another appointment on Friday the 4th March to see how I'm doing but that I should miscarry naturally before then. I grieved. Heartbroken. Everything I hoped for was about to end. I blamed myself, it was the drink with my parents the week before AF. It was the hot water bottle on my back when I had the back ache. So for the passed week I have been walking around waiting for a "heavier than normal" period to start. I've drank wine, eaten poached eggs, lifted heavy items. I went to my appointment yesterday, in limbo, weighting to pass my baby. The doctor said she was concerned so called the EPAU and they asked her to do another BHCG and that they would call me with the results today. The EPAU called and asked me for background on what has been going on. So i explained the blood tests and the results. The lady said "your GP did the wrong test" I waited and she said "they tested for your sexual hormone. Your HCG is 57140" needless to say I burst into tears. I am still pregnant. My baby isn't dead or dying. I was not about to miscarry. My baby is still there! The EPAU have me in for a scan tomorrow morning at 10am. Please pray for me. Please pray that I see something or hear a heartbeat. I'm a wreck! Xxxxx
I need to rant.
LMP 14/1
AF due 15/2
15/2
Light pink cm 16/1
Light brown cm 18/1
Lower back ache 17/1 - 20/1
First doctors appointment 19/1 due to concerns over backache, doctor requested 2 BHCG tests to be done. 1 on Monday 22nd 1 on Wednesday 24th and then she would follow up with a call on Thursday 25th to discuss the results.
Mondays result came in at 72 which I was told "That's in the normal range" 2nd test done on Wednesday came in at 67. Doctor called me on the Thursday and advise me that my HCG had dropped which meant the pregnancy wasn't progressing and that I should expect to miscarry. She booked me in for another appointment on Friday the 4th March to see how I'm doing but that I should miscarry naturally before then. I grieved. Heartbroken. Everything I hoped for was about to end. I blamed myself, it was the drink with my parents the week before AF. It was the hot water bottle on my back when I had the back ache. So for the passed week I have been walking around waiting for a "heavier than normal" period to start. I've drank wine, eaten poached eggs, lifted heavy items. I went to my appointment yesterday, in limbo, weighting to pass my baby. The doctor said she was concerned so called the EPAU and they asked her to do another BHCG and that they would call me with the results today. The EPAU called and asked me for background on what has been going on. So i explained the blood tests and the results. The lady said "your GP did the wrong test" I waited and she said "they tested for your sexual hormone. Your HCG is 57140" needless to say I burst into tears. I am still pregnant. My baby isn't dead or dying. I was not about to miscarry. My baby is still there! The EPAU have me in for a scan tomorrow morning at 10am. Please pray for me. Please pray that I see something or hear a heartbeat. I'm a wreck! Xxxxx
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