Beckyb1991
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First of all I'm so grateful for my beautiful baby girl , she is my whole world. BUT I can't keep my jealousy at bay! I've only been trying a couple of months but I just know I will be waiting a long time like with my daughter 😔 just a real gut feeling that's making me want to cry. A lot of my friends have just had babies , I've got a 2 good friends due in July but the worst thing is my sister and my best friend are due in October and my sister in law early December. I literally am the only one not up the duff atm lol. Although happy for all of them especially my sister ... I can't help by feeling so upset and jealous which is horrid! I hate feeling like this. The worst thing is I crochet and am expected by all of them to make them all baby sets. Tonight I was crocheting a baby blanket and crying. I feel absolutely ridiculous! I don't want to feel like this, I have no reason to feel like this as I've not been trying that long and I have a beautiful daughter to focus on but no matter how many pep talks I give myself it doesn't get through. I think the main reason I feel like this is because I'm so stressed it will take years like when I ttc my daughter when my sister in law was trying for 6 weeks , my best friend wasn't trying at all and got pregnant by mistake and my sister wasn't trying ( but she wanted another baby and had ivf with her first baby). I need a hug... or maybe a slap xxx