Hope nobody minds my ranting today. I'm absolutely gutted, angry and upset about something I heard last night.
My OH told his twin brother about the baby when we found out, which is fine, but his brother let it slip to another friend. Well last night we've heard from our best friends (who knew) that everyone has been talking about it!!! So basically the whole of our town knows about the pregnancy (small town). It's so unfair. My cousin lives in our town and I hadn't told her, I've had to tell her this morning quickly so she doesn't found out from hearsay.
I'm just so so so upset, I feel like it jinxes everything. I'm 8 weeks today so still 4 weeks until we wanted to announce it. Now some dickhead who we thought was a friend has gone and told everyone and it's gone round the whole town like gossip!!! It's not gossip, it's very sensitive information ffs!!! It's something that we should be able to announce when we want to, not spread round the town like someone's dirty laundry.
I can't believe it, I'm in shock and I'm so upset. I feel depressed, I don't want to go anywhere. I've got things coming up with these friends and I don't want to go to them now because they all know but they're hiding that they know because they know they're not meant to know (does that make sense?!)
Ahhhh sorry to put a downer on this morning but I'm devastated
Hope everyone else is okay xx
