So sorry to hear about all the AFs arriving and BFN. January has to get better for us!
Anyone else find themselves with certain emotions depending where you’re at during the month...
AF arrives: you’re happy it’s CD1 and soon enough you can start trying again
Fertile period: DTD as much as you can, you’re feeling positive and hopeful. Then you start obsessing over if you’ve done it enough, if you’ve done it on the right days etc
TWW: spend the whole time symptom spotting, trying not to get your hopes up, you try to ignore certain symptoms but also get excited, you can’t wait for test day
Test day: BFN again. You feel pessimistic and blah. And sad. And pissed off. Then AF arrives , you can’t wait for it to be over so you can DTD and the cycle continues all over again!