Positive on occasion, downright annoyed on others!
It's talking so long to get a BFP again and what's worse, I've lost 2 at 11.5 weeks so even if I DO get a BFP I won't be able to enjoy it. Not that that is a prob as its another month of BFN. It's ok though as it means my holiday will be more laid back (booze, bad foods, not puking etc)
I was in a boots today getting lunch and I picked up an FRER. Peed on it on the train and BFN. Day 21 bloods were normal too. Anyway, I have really really sore boobs so in the absence of a BFP, then AF will be rocking up early. Mind you, I am 10DPO, who knows! X