Hi everyone, been lurking here for years but OH and I have only started TTC this month. I was on the depo injection for years and years and came off it in Jan 09. I only got my periods back roughly Apr of 2011. Since then had all sorts of cycles, some up to 8 weeks long, some only 3 weeks. My last period started on roughly the 26th Nov. OH and I have been BDing pretty much every other day since it stopped. I know it's only the first month of trying but I was so convinced we had been successful this month. I've been having symptoms I.e. sore boobs since Sunday night and cramping all day yeaterday. Unfortunately I have no idea when (if at all) I ov'd (but will be trying opks next month I think). Also I have no idea when AF is due as I just don't have regular cycles. Was sooo convinced that we had caught but did a cheapie IC yesterday and BFN so was waiting til today and then the cramping started yesterday and so thought this is it. Either I'm preggo or AF is on her way. I woke up at 3am this morning and couldn't sleep. Had read loads about ICs being not so great and so thought I'd try a CBD. So BFN. Just now led here absolutely miserable as I have to go back to work today and I just know now that AF is on her way. Always hate AF anyways but it's feeling ten times worse this month sorry for the self pitying rant but it's the first time i'm going through all of this and I'm just so sad. A friend of a friend announced their pregnancy when OH and I started TTC. It was a complete accident and she's constantly flitting between partners and only been with this guy not even two months. Just feeling unfair that it happens so easily for someone else