Goodbye Little Roo

Discussion in 'Coping with Miscarriage & Loss' started by MrsS143, Jun 10, 2013.

  1. MrsS143

    MrsS143 Well-Known Member

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    Well...
    I don't plan on TTC again for a while
    I can't see me being on this forum until then
    I think it'll just hurt too much

    I couldn't quite let go that id lost my little angel
    I'd been so optimistic about the scan
    I'd hoped for a nice picture so I could make a personalised card for fathers day

    Today's scan just showed clots and very little else
    I had to beg for the scan in my file from when they done an early scan 2 weeks ago
    I couldn't leave after all this completely empty handed
    Thankfully they gave me it
    It shows virtually nothing other than the sac, but it's my only evidence of my little roos existence

    I hadn't cried since finding out
    But having made this and ordered it, I shed a tear and feel much better about it

    I thought I'd share it with you all
    This is the card which my husband will receive this weekend... x

     
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  2. beclove2885

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    That's so lovely. Sorry for your loss xxxx
     
  3. MrsS143

    MrsS143 Well-Known Member

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    Not fun is it?

    The blood loss is scary

    You too. Fingers crossed we bounce back to normality soon xxxx
     
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    Aww that's lovely so sorry x
     
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    Oh hon, that is so lovely and made me cry, I am so sorry for your loss xx
     
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    <hugs> xxx
     
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    awww that made my eyes leak :( Sorry for your loss, it's not nice :( :hugs:
     
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    Bless you hun, that is a lovely thing to do. I lost my baby around Fathers Day last year and had been really excited about getting my OH a fathers day present so this hit home with me :'(

    Take care of yourself sweetheart, you will never forget your little one but it does get a bit easier with time xxx
     
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    I'm so sorry for your loss MrsS. The poems beautiful, made me cry.

    Look after yourselves and try to stay strong.

    Thinking of you both at this very sad time x x
     
  11. MrsS143

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    Thanks guys
    I feel ill prepared for it all
    I just feel like I don't know what's happening x
     
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    how you getting on chick? xx
     
  14. MrsS143

    MrsS143 Well-Known Member

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    Hi guys

    Doing ok emotionally
    But physically feeling crap

    The medical mamagemt today didn't seem to do much
    Extremely painful, left me feeling sick, shivery and as if ill have diarrhea

    Just feeling sorry for myself :(
     

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