Hi AJay,
Thanks for your message. I'm it hard to cope to tell you the truth and looking into getting bereavement councelling soon. Thinking of putting TTC on the back burner for now (hence not really been on the forum for a while) losing Rebecca seems to be getting harder, probably because her due date would've been 31st August and that times creeping closer.
Take care of yourself and thanks again for taking the time to see how I'm doing.
Vicky x x