Gender scan Monday - just thrown up!!!

[FebMum2Be]

Just wanted to send you lots of xxxxx

 

[knopk@]

Just wanted to give you hugs cos, i cant fully understand but it i have seen your journey and know how much you wanted a pink bundle.
I am glad you found someone you can speak to , you do need to pull yourself together as your family needs you ( including little bundle inside you). He didnt get to choose his gender and he will love you with that unconditional love only children have.
I hope you fall in love with him once he is here.
Take care of yourself hun.
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[Hope81]

Good morning, how are you feeling today? Checking on you

 

[cosmicgirl]

Thanks everyone, your support has meant the world to me.
I haven't woken up crying today (first time in two days) and I managed some sleep last night.
I managed to talk on the phone to my mum about it without crying, which I think is progress.
I had one of those awful moments this morning where you wake up thinking it was a dream then realise it wasn't.
I think I am ready to look at the pictures today but I'm not sure. That is my next goal if you like.
The next goal I am aiming for next week is to have the strength to rebook my 20 week scan.
One step at a time is helping me.
I feel like I can get out of bed today, I don't feel as hopeless.
Maybe I was chosen to spread awareness of GD to others??? Is that a bit corny??? I do believe everything happens for a reason, although I'm not religious I believed that positive thinking could bring positive events. Now I'm not sure what I believe.

Thank you so much, I understand it's a difficult subject, you've all be so so supportive x

 

[netty]

Glad to hear you feel a teeny bit better hun

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[cosmicgirl]

Thanks lynette xxx

 

[maybe baby]

Glad you're feeling a bit better Cos!

Xx

 

[cosmicgirl]

Thanks maybe x

 

[cosmicgirl]

Saw this lovely poem on a GD support forum.


I am a mother,
Who has dreams I'm afraid may not come true,
I dream of the day
Of holding a bundle of pink or blue....

Maybe I'm dreaming of pink,
A daughter who could one day be,
A strong but soft woman
A newer version of me....

Maybe I'm dreaming of blue,
A son to be strong, but kind,
A sweet little boy,
To grow into a good man in time...

So please don't judge me,
Or these feelings I can't change,
They may seem unknown to you,
Bad or strange.....

Please keep in mind,
Even if I'm not given my dream,
I carry a love within me
That may be unseen...

I will love my child,
Boy or girl,
And I will hold and kiss them just the same,
And they will be my world...

Even though I'm disappointed,
It's not with what was given to me,
It's disappointment for a world,
That I might never be blessed to see....

 

[MissJuly10]

Aw Cos.

Hope you don't mind my saying but that poem's made me want my bfp even more.

I'm really glad you're feeling a bit better, one step at a time hun. x x

 

[cosmicgirl]

I want your bfp too missJ

You're right, one day at a time xxxx

 

[charliebear]

Glad your feeling a little better cos. x

 

[Gayle30]

Your obviously finding your inner strength Cos, so glad ur doing better today. One day at a time. Xxx

 

[netty]

thats a lovely poem!

 

[EmmaN27]

Glad you are feeling more positive Cosmic, looking forward to seeing your pics when you are ready x

 

[cosmicgirl]

 

[jojo3972]

aww thats amazing and im glad ur feeling better about things and to be able to show us all ur scan picis, take care xxxx

 

[Hope81]

Oh my goodness can't believe how well formed and baby like are even so early
You are a brave woman glad that you feel a little better

 

[calphurnia7]

wow how detialed is that scan, wish I could do the 4scans but I think they cost £130 here

 

[jules84]

Fab pics, i hope looking has helped u a little xxx