i know i shouldnt post up when im feeling so down in the dumps, i should have a possitive mental attitude for all you TTC.
i really dont think a baby is going to happen for us![:-( :-(](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
i take folic acid and zinc and ive even got my OH taking them too. he has a very low sperm count so i heard taking these will help them a little bit.
but then i think i have a problem too, my 21 day blood test came back at 14.5.......its meant to be up in the 30's so i need to go for more tests.
we cant get IVF cos of my having my LO from a previous relationship and we cant afford it TBH
i keep seeing babies, and pregnant women, even saw a pregnant teenager on the street drunk the other day and it made me furious!! (not dissing teenage mums as i was one, i meant her attitude)
why cant we be blessed with one? we have been through so much in the past and together i feel that we deserve one...but clearly not.
I dont want to be one of those women that cry everynight cos she hasnt got her baby, my life at the moment anyways isnt all about babies and baby making etc, but im starting to loose the will for one now.
im starting to blame my mum!! (although she doesnt know we TTC) when i fell pregnant with my LO she told me to abort, she laughed in my face when i told her (jokingly) that i wanted another baby
why is nothing in life simple? why do people who dont live for a living, dont want things, get the things they dont want? and the people who work had to get things...dont get it?
im having such a bad day , sorry ladies x
i really dont think a baby is going to happen for us
![:-( :-(](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
i take folic acid and zinc and ive even got my OH taking them too. he has a very low sperm count so i heard taking these will help them a little bit.
but then i think i have a problem too, my 21 day blood test came back at 14.5.......its meant to be up in the 30's so i need to go for more tests.
we cant get IVF cos of my having my LO from a previous relationship and we cant afford it TBH
i keep seeing babies, and pregnant women, even saw a pregnant teenager on the street drunk the other day and it made me furious!! (not dissing teenage mums as i was one, i meant her attitude)
why cant we be blessed with one? we have been through so much in the past and together i feel that we deserve one...but clearly not.
I dont want to be one of those women that cry everynight cos she hasnt got her baby, my life at the moment anyways isnt all about babies and baby making etc, but im starting to loose the will for one now.
im starting to blame my mum!! (although she doesnt know we TTC) when i fell pregnant with my LO she told me to abort, she laughed in my face when i told her (jokingly) that i wanted another baby
why is nothing in life simple? why do people who dont live for a living, dont want things, get the things they dont want? and the people who work had to get things...dont get it?
im having such a bad day , sorry ladies x
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