Thankyou everyone
Sorry about being such a mardy cow over the past few weeks, been struggling like mad, i seem so happy and jokey all the time but its just an act if im honest, if i didnt joke about id be sat in a pile in a corner somewhere crying all the time and i cant do that can i. Really been taking everything out on people, Hope and Gal are getting loads of crap as im just mardy and shouty all the time, i feel for them as much as i feel for myslef atm lol
Concidering its getting hard to deal with being over due this week has sort of flown past, which is a bit wierd but good all the same, i keep tellling myself in 8 days time i should be either in labour , being induced or already cuddling this little person that refuses to detatch itself from my uterus. I have never known anything to be so hard in my life, but this pregnancy hasbeen, and dont get me wrong, i wouldnt change anything i love this baby so much and me and Gal went through 14 horrid months to be here now, i just never imagined it would be so hard. I know alot of the ttc ladies would be screaming at me for moaning som much, i used to to it when i was ttc lol Dont think im ungreatful, i really do love this baby more then anything else in the world.
Im jut big and heavy and a mardy moo, in fact im that heavy i now have open soreson my feet where they have crackedopen, they are so painful too, having to wear my slippers all day today.
Anyway just really wanted to say thanks so much, if i had a penny for all the kind words, messages and friends i have had on here id be pretty rich to say the least, love you all so much, couldnt have coped without you guys