lea m said:
Having cravings for melon pieces and chewy bars (not at the same time) but have eaten loads of melon this week and can't get enough - I suppose I should be grateful that it's healthy although I can't say that about chewy bars can I! 
Hope Joe is feeling a bit better now. I'm sure Gal will make your birthday extra special when he does get home. Does anyone know if you have to order prams these days? I remember when Josh and Han were babies you had to order about 12 weeks in advance for Silver Cross..... Hmmm I suppose I should check really 
for chewy bars - I love the new starburst - the twisted ones.. 
and the really scary thing is that he has the flat from the 1st September if he wants it!!! His course doesnt start until the 22nd but they may go up a week or two earlier to sort out jobs etc...... Oh my goodness girls my baby is leaving home i cant remember a thing that anyone has said im just going to send you all loads of hugs 
hope your all well and ok xxxxxxxxxx on the downside just found out i have to work everyday over the bank holiday weekend which totally sucks other than that im feeling quite well spd is not quite so bad at the moment xxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxx Great bump hun! I cannot imagine what size your bump will be later on lol its so amazing to think how they fit in!? And those ladies who have like quads! Its great!! sorry you are feeling down hun why have you stopped the pills? did you have to? or did you want to? its hard coming off them when not pg i wouldnt like to come off them while trying to deal with the emotional rollercoaster of pregnancy we are all here for you hun xxxxxxxxxxx 
everything is ok and babies are growing well scan appointment is at 4 so a late one this time il prob worry all day lol we went twice not long after we lost Jamie and had a few messages think mum is hoping to get a message this time off my nana who passed away last november 
whatever happens its usually a pretty interesting evening should be fun xxxxxxxxxxxx 
) and when I take the pills while going through one of these times I cant sleep at all and its no good I like the hyper episodes as I feel giddy and lively and so much better then the crappy down I get generally lol but I needed to stop the pills soon anyways! I told the doc I wanted to have stopped them again by 3rd tri so they have no affect on LO! I will probably be fine in a few days! I just need to level off kinda! (sound like a right nutter dont I? wish I could just be normal hahaha ) It was great! It was the last day so had to queue 45 mins for the tickets then had to wait 1.5 hours till our time slot then another 20 mins when it was our time lol but it was worth it! (during the 1.5 hour wait we went around the rest of the museum so not like we were just stood there) but so much walking and so many steps in the museum means im in quite a lot of pain! I really would have benefitted by crutches today! So maybe time to be re-referred to the physio!? Except touching one of the bodies! 
lol
xxx hope you settle down soon sorry your in pain from all the walking make sure you get plenty of rest today xxxxxxxx the medium told me a grandmother figure was there telling me to keep fighting and stop being such a doubting thomas about the future as theres no need which at first i thought he could have said to anyone then he linked the person to the earrings i had in my ears my nana actually took these earrings out of her ears on my 18th birthday and gave them to me (she had already given me money and then said everyone should have gold for their 18th took them out and gave them to me) i have had them in ever since they only come out for cleaning or if having an operation and im now 35 they are very special to me especially now nan has passed and really feeling the need to talk to her during this pregnancy and have some reassurance off her that my babies will be ok last night i think i may have got a bit of that hopefully all will be ok with my babies and at some point in next few days you will get some new scan photos to look at prob not tonight as appointment is 4 o clock and gaz has to leave for work at 6:30 maybe 2moro but il be on this evening to let you all know how the babies are doing wherever you are very quiet on here still it took ages to get all the measurements and we nearly ended up with only 1 photo but got one of the other 1 in the end but not very good lol main thing is they are doing very good and all is well with me and them a whole month to wait now to see them again though i have an appointment with midwife at end of the month so i will hear their heartbeats again xxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx Glad everythings going well!! xxx xxx both babies are weighing in at 15oz at the moment getting closer Thats excellent!! I was lucky as non of mine got upset at first! (mu dd started getting upset about 2 months later?? haha) I will keep an eye out for Peter Rabbit! Is there not some adapters they can use to fit the new car seat onto the pram!? lol I burst into tears when I saw the pic! Then something else made me cry cant really remember now then I got a letter off a lady who worked in the childrens school and retired saying thankyou for the gift when she left and I thought that was the nicest thing so that made me cry too lol then a horse died on the tv! I dont know how Im going to get through the day lmao! I feel like such a whinge at the moment, not only was I sick again this morning, I now have yet another cold (why cant people keep their germs to themselves!! 
) Considering going home early from work when I complete the task I'm doing.... 
I cant imagine what it would be like to drop a son/daughter off to school for the first time.... well not for another 5 years! I'll probably cry myself! Will keep an eye out for peter rabbit for you! oh and yey to only 15 shifts!! wooooooo! I still remember Han's first day at school - it broke my heart but she loved it - didnt even look back!! I dont know which is worse - Josh was the clingy one and has been the same ever since....... cant imagine that we will get another one but you never know fingers crossed. 
