Thank you so much everyone, its just heart wrenching.
My mil and fil have took Olivia out to give us some space, I have been reading about miscarriages to try and make myself feel better, which has a little, I know it was proberly for the best as there was proberly something wrong with the bubba, but it hurts still
I still cant quite believe it.
The pain has relly kicked in now, and im sure it wont be long.
We want to try again, but we are going to let nature take its course, charting would send me into a nuthouse
I am going to stay away until this bleeding has gone and I feel better and ready to try again.
Thank you everyone for your messages