Ladies i feel in a real muddle with all thats happened lately with one thing and another im trying hard not to dwell to much on whats happened. Im trying hard to get on with things but i cant. There's another person whom i dont know well at all who's taken a keen interest in me and dont get me wrong he appears to be a very nice person indeed and so far i get on ok with him but, in my heart i dont want it to go any further than that because despite everything thats happened and still is i can never love anyone else the way i still do my ex and its tearing me apart that he's tring to move on with things etc and that he say's that we are split and i should face the fact and move on but i truely cant why i still love him so so much and its hurting me more and more each day and i really dont know what il do i think of all the good things we ever done together knowing the fact that he doesnt feel the same. He has told me he'l still be there for me etc and we can be mates and that if we are seen out and about and if im with someone or vicesa versa that we'l be ok about it but i know i wont be i dont want to think of him with anyone else. When we were together i thought what we had was good but now i really dont know anymore i hate crying myself to sleep each night Sorry for going on but its eating me up and i needed to say.