SarahCarps2be

Ok you, where u hiding? How u doing hunny? X x

Charlie is making these awful movements.... Its a light pulsating on my belly when normally i feel it really fast... i think its his HB but i dont know.... im sitting here worrying and my work mates are being meanies saying bcos i sat in the sun ive cooked him in a pan of boiling water... :'( silly but now i feel bad... xxx

Good luck for 2moro xx

Happy birthday xxxx

happy birthday!

So sorry i havent replied to your message i promise i will... got my head up my own A*** today. Think i woke up on the wrong side... and dealing with everyones drama... if you hear im in prison... you know i went mad lol... xxxxx

Hey Missy! Hope your ok... I have sent you an email.. either your actually working (teehee), not at work, or bored of me already.. lol.. The false posters are gone now they have been taken off.. still wary now tho. Hope u had a nice weekend. xxxxxxx

I sent you an email... not sure if it worked or not... let me know if you get it xxx

Omg Sarah am i actually talking to myself right now? I am freaked out... No seriously i am... Everything we say about our lifes is the same.. haha Me and my OH when we got together spoke about kids, im allergic to latex (so to use stuff is difficult but i have obviously in the past) was on the pill and he said before moving in if it happened it would be great. Fell pregnant didnt think i could have them as ive had cists on my ovaries before. So was a massive shock. His ex has his child a little girl but has made his life hell.. he doesnt know if shes his but she looks like him. So all the past keeps getting bought into ours if he feels insecure. Its odd as i try to reassure him but its me thats scared. Our stories are so alike its scary... Where abouts do you live? Works busy but i have no umph yet again... Lazy moo today i am. Do you want to find out on your 20+ Week scan? Are you hoping for anything or you happy for either?? xxxx

Yeah they only get worse sorry to say... At the moment my OH cant win. I do apologise but i have so much worry in my head. if i could stop thinking gosh id be in heaven lol... Im a cuddly person and sometimes i get 'I just gave you one' Lol charming!! I know im loved really! :S lol.. Yeah i presume that but so far ive met them all older then me, apart from you.. Yeah thats baby, baby starting to move around and enjoy its surroundings... Today i have a little boy who has hiccups and strong kicks... Was yours a shock when you found out you were pregnant? xxx

Awww thats a nice moment to share babe... I think it was abit of both for him last night, must be a very sad time but im glad you got cuddles... I got cuddles last night after Tom woke me up because i was crying. Very odd as im not sure why lol... See altho they are 'Typical men' most of the time, they are always there when needs be. Yeah im 24 this year in November... So we are roughly the same age... Which is nice xx Have you felt baby yet?? xx

Thats what i thought. Ill just go for MA seems to be easier then trying to fight for SMP to be honest. The money thats needed my OH will have help me out for the time being.... This is true just enjoy the time you have with her and then you will have more memories to share with your little on about her... Hope your feeling a little better today babe xxxx

Im really sorry that is sad news... ok imma try this once see if it works *hugs* did it? I have all my fingers n toes crossed that she meets the new arrival before hand. Horrible as it sounds but when she does go she wont be in pain anymore.. cancer takes over peoples likes and soon they dont become them... I lost my friend last year he had it... and 3 people in my family have had it... My mum was on deaths bed and she said if it wasnt for the laughs she would have gone... So keep your nana smiling!! Here if you need me... Yeah my agency are doing the same so thing might have to go for Maternity allowence... Sucks big time!!! Money = me stressed out!! xxx

Oh no... this isnt good... thought we might have changed your mood to happy not emotional still... Are you ok... do you need an online ill try n hug u hugs? if not i have this amazing trick to make you smile... ok no scrap that wouldnt really work online haha.. Babies.. all they do is make us emotional, happy,sad,stressed, angry.. my favourite one at work is MEH... people leave me alone then haha...
Lol wow he has some great ideas haha.. yeah then you could put little crystals all over your belly haha... ok funny but not what you would want really.
Im a secretary in the morning for a construction company.. so all the builders who are lazy i do their work and in the afternoon im the receptionist. So i have both fields of the company... I leave work so tired now though... Just waiting to hear on maternity.. not been with them long so not sure whats going to happen tbh. Worry bout that when im homeless haha... xxx

Lol.. aww snap... like we have the same minded man!! Yay im not alone. haha..

Aww it will go all so fast that when it all comes close you will be excited.. But i do feel for you being pregnant and sorting that bit out is stressful enough lol..

Did you write down stuff for you aswell.. because you will need to get stuff for your hospital bag etc... Oh no... did you? Oh i feel for you... Well hopefully you will still fit in it.. if not... Erm... Redesign it will a lovely egypition cotton sheet Im sure it will be fine though... xxx Hows work? have you done much or same as me and done nothing haha x

Lol... yeah always wise... i'd organize a babyshower too... always get presents then.. *cough cough i mean always see friends n family before baby arrives haha..

I love him dearly and i would change nothing for the world... but hes never done sympathy but for some silly reason i thought as it was his fault he would have been more sympathetic... i thought wrong haha...

Congrats on the wedding aswell... all go go go in your household aye xxx

Lol... made me chuckle and people are now looking lol... thanks
Well its never to late to choose the rug... Ewww... Just adapt to the Yes dear phase... lol.. Im hoping he'll grow up but if not i have plenty of practise till my son is in his teens haha.. weirdly its nice to know im not the only one with a Typical man... other ladies seem to have great men lol...
Thats ok if you get stuck i could lend you my list... down too the last detail haha... xxx

Lol i had that problem, so do it in sections i found it easier that way... Babys room- cot, so on so on... Traveling outside- Pram, Blankets raincover... etc... Do clothes the last you can always do that last minute... If you get stuck type in google essentials for first time baby... loads of list ideas come up.. mine turned into highlighted collums and a list as big as my street lol... Yeah the best thing for me to do is ignore my OH or ill either have a melt down or leave out of hormonal stress haha... Anytime you want to rant or get confused... just give me a bell... (looking out my office window and thinking of an escape route... ) im always here though if needs be... xxx

Oh Sarah i know this all too well, infact sitting at my desk now and thinking i did have a smile on my face now im just stressed out... one thing you cant turn off is your mind!! I always work myself up and get told off 9 times out of 10 from the fella for being silly... If only he knew aye... Well if you need to get things off your mind and in private... i have a pair of eyes (which would be ears lol) and not so bad advise if ever needed... xx

Hey, hope your ok? your little emotion thing says your sad... need to chat/vent or anything just message...