So, so sorry to hear this, babyg. It's such a traumatic thing to go through and it's gonna take you some some to grieve and also deal with the shock of the diagnosis and the physical recovery from the operation.
Since my ectopic in May 2011, I have found the message boards on the Ectopic Pregnancy Trust website to be invaluable to me.
Ectopics are quite unique, many ladies have to face their own mortality and losing their baby in the same day and be left with reduced fertility. To talk with the other ladies who understand can be very helpful. I hope you can find some comfort in the words of other EP sufferers.
xxxx