Totally heartbroken

[08Princess]

I can hardly type this.
My heart is broken.

I had made an appointment for an early private scan today to help ease my anxiety.

There was no heart beat

This was one of my biggest fears.

What am I gonna do without my baby??

I am single and my family are 250 miles away.
I just have to wait until I can se my GP on Monday and be referred to the hospital to remove my baby

Why, why, why?????

 

[Esoames]

So sorry my heart is breaking for you. Take care of yourself. Can you go see your family?? Xxx

 

[laurat]

Oh honey, Im so sorry! Take care of yourself. Use on here to talk about it if u need to. Everyone is so helpful!

 

[08Princess]

I am so scared to se my mum. We're so close and I know I'll crumble when I see her
Also I'm not sure I can drive safely all that way.

I just want my baby back.

 

[laurat]

I understand u want your family. Driving is maybe not the best idea as I know from experience you are in autopilot but a long journey is a lot to drive. Could u get the train, bus or contact your mum to come to you? Or maybe a friend to drive?

 

[08Princess]

I have a friend with me.

But all I want is my baby back And at the same time I want it over.

 

[Maria1977]

I'm so sorry to hear this, I hope you get to see your mum soon. Sending you alot of hugs, really am sorry hun

 

[Olive]

So sorry hun.

xxxxx

 

[LouiseB]

I'm really sorry for your loss

 

[kanga86]

So so sorry to hear this Hun xx

 

[hayels]

so sorry xx

 

[Corrinne37]

So so sorry princess,
I know just how devastating this feels as it happened to me.
Heartbroken and empty.
I know I wasnt fit to drive and actually had a car accident after mine so I would not recommend it.
Please Pm me if you need to.
Couldnt believe when i saw the title.
So sorry xxx

 

[karenandbump]

So sorry hon x x x

 

[08Princess]

Thank you everyone.
x x x

 

[Butterflykisses]

So sorry for your loss Princess. Same happened me in January so I know how heart broken and empty you are feeling right now. Take care of yourself and its important to talk so use here if you need to

 

[08Princess]

You're all so kind.
I can't stand the way I feel.
Have been crying since I got the news at 11am today.
I can't eat, I can't sleep. My baby was my futurer and my everything.
And to wait til monday is unbearable I'm scared I'm gonna start to bleed and scared I won't and I know they have to take it away. I can't stand any of it.

 

[TiffanyJaynexo]

Oh hun I am so sorry
The same thing happened to my friend the other week, she was due less than a week after me
It's such a horrible thing to happen, you can imagine how anxious I was when I found out what had happened to my friend. I can't even begin to imagine how you must feel.

Take care of yourself and don't beat yourself up hun, you couldn't have prevented this.
xxx

 

[Rayoflight]

Thinking of you, we're all here. Don't be on your own xxx

 

[08Princess]

I just wanted my baby so much.
I just wanted to love it and be happy.
I feel so empty and sad

 

[TiffanyJaynexo]

Your baby is always in your heart hun, and will forever be your little angel looking over you.
You won't ever forget either.
Things will get better in time.
xxx