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A pointless post but I need to just vent. 
I'm trying to wait and see if I get to or go past the 50 day milestone that I reached last cycle (on CD 41 and no sign of AF, last one was 23rd Sept and lasted 4 days) before testing as my husband and I feel that as we are aware of my cycles being quite long, we don't want to rush into testing.
I'm sure I must have OVed around the 14th/17th as I had EWCM but I noticed stretchy CM last week as well on the 24th, 30th and 31st but not sure if it was less than what I had around the 14th/17th and also whether I have mistaken it for semen. We BDed on these dates anyway as we have been BDing throughout the cycle missing only around 6-7 days in total.
The days following this, I went dry. I also had some creamy pinky CM then thought AF got me and had some more creamy pale brown/pinky CM. The following day I wiped and had a scant, spotty amount of dark brown but nothing since. During these days I had short sharp pains around where I'd get AF pains.
I've noticed over the past few days I'm falling asleep in the early afternoon and napping for upto 3 hours at a time. I wake up starving and am v. hungry by mid-morning and I *never* usually eat breakfast. My CM has varied from clear to stretchyish to clear/tinged white to a pale yellow colour to a creamy colour.
I've been yawning all day and felt nauseous and bloated despite not really eating much at all today and I felt quite sickly, my back has also been aching at the bottom. I also went out for dinner last night and couldn't finish any of my courses, I got full really quickly despite not eating all day except for toast in the early afternoon. I've had very mild cramping/achey feeling for about half an hour but no CM - in fact I notice it only after using the loo (TMI) and it's been clear tinged white. Since last Thursday I'm sure I've felt tingly boobs/itchy and my nipples felt like they were on fire but not sore or anything, just a little bit sensitive but if I wasn't TTC, I wouldn't notice.
My veins are still quite obvious and boobs look fuller. I have also had a few spots come up - two on my back and one on the back of my neck(!) which I *never* get.
Please, someone slap me. With a first response. LOL.
I feel like I should just test now and if BFN test again when I get to 50 days or something but the thought of seeing a BFN would make me lose my positive attitude which has been keeping me going.
Today I kept feeling like I was pregnant but then I think it's only because I want it so much...or is it??
Right... Now I've vented, feel free to slap me.
I'm trying to wait and see if I get to or go past the 50 day milestone that I reached last cycle (on CD 41 and no sign of AF, last one was 23rd Sept and lasted 4 days) before testing as my husband and I feel that as we are aware of my cycles being quite long, we don't want to rush into testing.
I'm sure I must have OVed around the 14th/17th as I had EWCM but I noticed stretchy CM last week as well on the 24th, 30th and 31st but not sure if it was less than what I had around the 14th/17th and also whether I have mistaken it for semen. We BDed on these dates anyway as we have been BDing throughout the cycle missing only around 6-7 days in total.
The days following this, I went dry. I also had some creamy pinky CM then thought AF got me and had some more creamy pale brown/pinky CM. The following day I wiped and had a scant, spotty amount of dark brown but nothing since. During these days I had short sharp pains around where I'd get AF pains.
I've noticed over the past few days I'm falling asleep in the early afternoon and napping for upto 3 hours at a time. I wake up starving and am v. hungry by mid-morning and I *never* usually eat breakfast. My CM has varied from clear to stretchyish to clear/tinged white to a pale yellow colour to a creamy colour.
I've been yawning all day and felt nauseous and bloated despite not really eating much at all today and I felt quite sickly, my back has also been aching at the bottom. I also went out for dinner last night and couldn't finish any of my courses, I got full really quickly despite not eating all day except for toast in the early afternoon. I've had very mild cramping/achey feeling for about half an hour but no CM - in fact I notice it only after using the loo (TMI) and it's been clear tinged white. Since last Thursday I'm sure I've felt tingly boobs/itchy and my nipples felt like they were on fire but not sore or anything, just a little bit sensitive but if I wasn't TTC, I wouldn't notice.
My veins are still quite obvious and boobs look fuller. I have also had a few spots come up - two on my back and one on the back of my neck(!) which I *never* get.Please, someone slap me. With a first response. LOL.
I feel like I should just test now and if BFN test again when I get to 50 days or something but the thought of seeing a BFN would make me lose my positive attitude which has been keeping me going.
Today I kept feeling like I was pregnant but then I think it's only because I want it so much...or is it??
Right... Now I've vented, feel free to slap me.
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she's staying away! 
He's getting excited, the same as I am but I'm still trying to occupy my mind and think of other things and not POAS but at this point in my cycle, I'm wondering... what if??? Gahh!! Waiting will just make a BFP darker, right? 
ha ha only joking let us know when you test good luck xxx
