My sister have been and gone (she could only stay 2 days)
This morning after a sleepless night with noa she took him at 8 and said go to sleep so i did.
i woke up 9.45 totally forgotting she was here and that she had Noa. So when i woke up and Noa wasnt there. OMG i almost died. I ripped the duvet of, looked even under my dressing gown just PANICKED for about 30 sec but it felt like a life time before i realised he is with Emmy.. I stormed out in the living room where they where sitting all happy singing away and i just burst out in tears when i saw him.. how horrible it was and how scared i got them seconds i never wanna feel like that again.
i still feel all teary just looking at him now.
This morning after a sleepless night with noa she took him at 8 and said go to sleep so i did.
i woke up 9.45 totally forgotting she was here and that she had Noa. So when i woke up and Noa wasnt there. OMG i almost died. I ripped the duvet of, looked even under my dressing gown just PANICKED for about 30 sec but it felt like a life time before i realised he is with Emmy.. I stormed out in the living room where they where sitting all happy singing away and i just burst out in tears when i saw him.. how horrible it was and how scared i got them seconds i never wanna feel like that again.
i still feel all teary just looking at him now.