Oh Asma
I am in tears. I cannot even imagine what pain and torment you are going through right now... My thoughts are with you and your family.
While life can be so cruel at times, heaven is extremely fortunate to have baby Uthman to call their own. I'm not religious myself, but in circumstances like this I can imagine how faith can keep you going. As you are religious, I am so pleased you have your faith to pull you through.
Time is a great healer, and although you'll never get over your loss, you will come to terms with it.
You and your husband are so strong. I admire your strength and courage. Baby Uthman chose YOU.
I bet he is the most beautiful angel up there, and will always look down on the Mummy & Daddy that he chose to belong to.
Wishing you all the love and support you need and we are always here for you.
Take care of yourselves, and baby Uthman, make Mummy & Daddy strong and make the big impact in heaven like you did while you were here
xxx