Over night my fingers and ancles have gotten that distinctive band of water around them, i can feel it when i clench my hands and it hurts like mad. Im praying that i dont end up like last time and become massive and almost dibilitated as i think that would drive me over the edge, i couldnt cope with it i really couldnt. Its nearly 4am and im sat on my own down stairs and feeling so sad now, i really thought id dodged this this time but looks like its gonna be another round, pft