Ahghh
God why do I feel like this!
My future mother in law works with me - well in the same building - and her 21 yearold daughter is due to have a baby any day now and for the last 7mths has talked about nothing else - Shes knows about the baby I lost - and yet still all she talks about is her daughter and the baby. I know shes excited because its her first but she so in my face about it! She couldnt wait to tell me that the doctor told her she will probably have the baby by the weekend. I am excited and sad all at the same time.
I am dreading the next couple of weeks - they only live around the corner from us. I am going to be expected to coo and be all excited and normally I would be - its the last couple of weeks has been really hard, and to be honest I feel like I am not supposed to be upset - it was only 6 weeks, and I didnt get chance to get excited about it!
God why do i feel like this.............................
God why do I feel like this!
My future mother in law works with me - well in the same building - and her 21 yearold daughter is due to have a baby any day now and for the last 7mths has talked about nothing else - Shes knows about the baby I lost - and yet still all she talks about is her daughter and the baby. I know shes excited because its her first but she so in my face about it! She couldnt wait to tell me that the doctor told her she will probably have the baby by the weekend. I am excited and sad all at the same time.
I am dreading the next couple of weeks - they only live around the corner from us. I am going to be expected to coo and be all excited and normally I would be - its the last couple of weeks has been really hard, and to be honest I feel like I am not supposed to be upset - it was only 6 weeks, and I didnt get chance to get excited about it!
God why do i feel like this.............................