Just got back from midwife. Theres a problem with my MCH levels their too low, could have ir be a carrier for thalassemia, not exactly sure what it is other than it's an inherited rare blood disorder. She asked if anyone in my family has to or any other blood disorder or if any of my family is from Africa, middle east etc and I said no.
Was meant to be seeing consultant on 18 December anyway but she phoned them up for an earlier appointment asap. Have to go on the 28th of November now
. When googling it it says people who have the worse forms of it often die in early adulthood. Terrified now.
Need to try and get to sleep. Back in work tonight xx