****** May 2015 Mummies to be *******

[caseysmummy11]

im not sure if i have an appointment yet, the sonographer took my details from my notes and said she was going to ring them up when she was free to refer me and see what they say, she told me to book my next scan for 2 weeks time as usual and that i would possibly get a letter to arrange a scan with the fetal medicine specialist, i see my consultant again in 2weeks time, so not sure whether to wait it out and speak to her or ring my midwife tomorrow to see what she says, i just feel like every professional i come into contact with dont know what to do when it comes to identical twins and i feel quite vunerable, because i dont have a clue either and everyone ive spoken to involved in my care dont seem to know and its giving me a bad feeling, i just want them to get here safely. i might sit and research when my little oy goes to bed on who i can contact to get advice on it all i think, my worst fear is just to wait it out and something going wrong because i didnt push harder for advice and answers. xxx

 

[buttonbear]

Its a tough one as you say being identical and not having much professional support I would push and dont feel like you are wasting time, its always best to be safer than sorry my love. Even if it just puts your mind at rest is better for you too.

 

[caseysmummy11]

thanks button, i will do some research tonight and see who i can contact tomorrow to get some answers i think. had a nice bath to try and relax and OH has ordered us a takeaway so going to try and put it to the back of my mind for tonight xxx

 

[buttonbear]

Just be careful with google it can be super evil!!

Ahh sounds like a nice relaxing night, its needed sometimes

 

[Jessiecat]

Caseysmummy what a worrying time for you don't put yourslwf through all that stress tomorrow, ring your midwife and if she doesn't know ask her where you can go for answers as it's not fair to leave you hanging xx

 

[caseysmummy11]

Thanks jessie, think I will do, I just want to know where we stand with it all, im terribly impatient as it is and it's the not knowing that's killing me. Im determined to get some info tomorrow though xxx

 

[Jessiecat]

Good for you, let us know how you get on, we'll all be rooting for you

 

[buttonbear]

So today i woke to a leaking boob!! Haha lovely.

 

[Mayflower85]

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[Elliott]

My boobs are doing nothing if that helps haha

I'm still paranoid about movments. I am getting them but i'm just not sure if it's decreased, and if it has if it's significant enough to worry or not. I'm probably just over thinking.

 

[Mayflower85]

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[Elliott]

I'll see how i'm doing this afternoon then maybe give them a call and see what they say, I think they'll say don't worry just keep and eye on things but hearing it from them might help.

On a positive note.....99 days! i just realised on my ticker!

 

[buttonbear]

TMI here sorry!!So just went to the loo(No2.) And there was bright red blood in the toilet!! Panic was an understatement but i just couldnt fatham where it had come from at all even got a mirror?! maybe a pile? Hoping its not from baby end!!

 

[buttonbear]

So OH told me to ring up and ive to go up to delivery suite to be checked!! Scared all by myself aswell

 

[TashaWink]

Caseysmummy- definitely call the midwife and see what they say.

Button- was it a hard movement? Maybe could have caused a little tear from it? I know if I have a hard movement I bleed from it. I've upped my orange juice intake and that's softened them

My boobs produce if I give them a squeeze but don't just leak for the fun of it. (I was squeezing them because they were hurting haha)

Does anyone know how far glands go round? My side is a little painful to touch (when I lie down too) it's inline with my boob and just one side.

 

[TashaWink]

Oh button just relax. At least they'll be able tot tell you what it is. Xx

 

[Mayflower85]

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[Elliott]

Hope all is well button, sure it will be xxx

 

[Ionaprie]

Aww button. I'm sure it will be a pile! Fingers crossed though. Big hug and stay positive xx

 

[buttonbear]

Sat on the monitor baby sounds fine moving lots. Had traces of things in my urine so they think i have a urine infection going on which could be causing the cramps im feeling. Just waiting on lab results for that and consultant who wants to examine me. Could fall asleep its so hot