looking forward

[floridagirl]

Hi everyone, Today is my husbands first day back at work after our heartbreaking ordeal. One minute I am fine and the next I am in tears but I have to look forward or I will end up depressed.
I am still bleeding slightly so no idea whats going to happen with periods etc!! I go on holiday in three and a half weeks so I am hoping that whilst on hol or when we get back I'll fall pregnant!!
But I am not even going to do a prenancy test, I worried from the moment I found out I was pregnant and stressed for three months to just go on and loose the baby!!!
So this time I want to go as long as possible without even knowing I am pregnant (I dont drink or smoke so no need to worry about that and when my bleeding stops I will start to take the preganancy iron tablets because they recomend them before pregnancy anyway)
I can only pray and hope everything will be ok this time round (and hope that I am not too sick and ill and end up in hospital again) xxx

 

[karenandbump]

Hey hon, glad ur looking forward, know what you mean about not wanting to test tho - got everything crossed for a BFP for you and still thinking of u xxx

 

[WILMAFLINSTONE]

Hey FG I know what you mean its a worrying time to start with isnt it but we likely to be more anxious after a MC.... Im glad your thinking positive tho and Im also hoping you get your BFP asap....and all is well.....hugs xxx

 

[Kirsthar]

Hey, Its only natural that your feeling up and down so dont be too hard on urself. Fingers crossed it works out this time xxx

 

[hayels]

glad ur trying to be positive its hard going but try keep ur chin up and best of luck x

 

[floridagirl]

Hi, thanks so much everyone!!! lets hope we all fall pregnant and have an easy pregnancy and healthy babies!!!!!
Been out and about for the first time today and a so called close friend said 'bloody hell you are not in a very good mood, hope you are going to cheer up for tomorrow!!!'
What does she expect!!!! me to be happy larry!!!!! aaaarrrrrhhhhh!!!!!

 

[JJ Mum]

Hey Florida Girl, good to see you getting out and about again, I'm glad you have a holiday away, as this will be a lovely break for you both and a fresh start in a way.

Take care and love to see you in the TTC when you are ready X

 

[Kirsthar]

What a shame ur friend is not very understanding! I assume she has never lost a baby. Take no notice, u'll be urself again when ur ready to be x x x