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[Alexis2017]

You WILL be a mom Alexis. Even if it takes a little while longer than what you planned on. I also believe that whatever you think and especially what you say will become a reality for you. You and DH aren't infertile, and one day you will be incredible parents to more than just one little rainbow.

Thanks Kat I really hope its soon xx

 

[Pidgeridoo]

Another day, another pregnancy This time it's a girl who got married a couple of weeks after me. I'm beginning to feel like a failure, the year I got married there was alot of people I know (friends/friends of friends) who also got married and it all the weddings happened within three months of eachother. I'm think I'm now pretty much the last one to be pregnant/have a baby. I know it's not a race but I feel like I'm being left behind It's beginning to feel like the world is playing a big cruel joke on me

I am exact same. Loads of couples we know got married same year as us 3 years ago and all have babies. We are last couple left. It is a cruel world and it's really unfair but we have to keep finding that hope that it will happen for us and it is just taking longer. Keep dreaming, keep believing and keep on keeping on.

We moved from city flat to a 3 bed house in countryside in hope to have kids and bring them up in the fresh clean air where you can see the stars at night. I know worry it will just be me and DH in a big house isolated from everyone for no reason. I feel if we can't have kids we will have made the wrong move. I really believe the body knows the mind. I am trying to find positivity and believe it can happen. If you think about the effect of stress and worry on the body it won't support a implanting egg. I am now trying to focus on removing any negative thoughts which is very hard but some breathing exercises help and visualisation. I sound like a hippy but I honestly believe in the body and mind connection. When people say it happens when not thinking about it or ecpecting it its probably when your mind isn't worrying and then in turn starting that chain reaction on all the tiny but little important elements that make this all possible.

This will happen for you, start to tell yourself this every day, when your having a bad day or a low moment visualise holding that baby in your arms and Feel the happiness and say ' I will be a mum'.

Thanks Alexis! That's just the positivity I needed to hear! I also believe in a body and mind connection and I think you could be right about visualizing our future family and trying to keep negative thoughts at bay will help us to achieve our BFP OH and I also bought a new build house in the countryside in a lovely picturesque village away from the (quite dodgy) town, we have a great big garden and three double bedrooms but only us two and our cat to fill them lol I definitely don't think we made the wrong move though, the area we used to live in was awful! Every weekend was party central with police cars driving through the estate. The whole estate was probably bigger than the village we now live in lol You're right too Laura, we will be so appreciative of our little bundles whe they finally arrive! Hope testing day goes well for you! I have everything crossed!

 

[Alexis2017]

Same we now live in a tiny village with a wee dog and out cat filling up the space for now. Hopefully we don't need to wait too nuch longer for some news. I am kinda dreading work Monday as will see the newly pregnant work colleage when i just got through the last 7 months of the last work pregnancy. What doesn't kill us will make us stronger. Bring it on!

 

[LuckyLaura]

You WILL be a mom Alexis. Even if it takes a little while longer than what you planned on. I also believe that whatever you think and especially what you say will become a reality for you. You and DH aren't infertile, and one day you will be incredible parents to more than just one little rainbow.

Thanks Kat I really hope its soon xx

Just read your message alexis and trying not to cry at a train station

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[Alexis2017]

You WILL be a mom Alexis. Even if it takes a little while longer than what you planned on. I also believe that whatever you think and especially what you say will become a reality for you. You and DH aren't infertile, and one day you will be incredible parents to more than just one little rainbow.

Thanks Kat I really hope its soon xx

Just read your message alexis and trying not to cry at a train station

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Aw sorry Laura. Hope your okay? Maybe it's pregnancy hormones? Wishing you luck for testing ! Stay away witch!

 

[LuckyLaura]

You WILL be a mom Alexis. Even if it takes a little while longer than what you planned on. I also believe that whatever you think and especially what you say will become a reality for you. You and DH aren't infertile, and one day you will be incredible parents to more than just one little rainbow.

Thanks Kat I really hope its soon xx

Just read your message alexis and trying not to cry at a train station

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Aw sorry Laura. Hope your okay? Maybe it's pregnancy hormones? Wishing you luck for testing ! Stay away witch!

I dunno if you saw elsewhere, I already tested. Nothing

 

[Pidgeridoo]

You WILL be a mom Alexis. Even if it takes a little while longer than what you planned on. I also believe that whatever you think and especially what you say will become a reality for you. You and DH aren't infertile, and one day you will be incredible parents to more than just one little rainbow.

Thanks Kat I really hope its soon xx

Just read your message alexis and trying not to cry at a train station

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Aw sorry Laura. Hope your okay? Maybe it's pregnancy hormones? Wishing you luck for testing ! Stay away witch!

I dunno if you saw elsewhere, I already tested. Nothing

Oh no way, I'm sorry Laura! It could be just early days yet though! It's not over until the witch shows up!

 

[Pidgeridoo]

Same we now live in a tiny village with a wee dog and out cat filling up the space for now. Hopefully we don't need to wait too nuch longer for some news. I am kinda dreading work Monday as will see the newly pregnant work colleage when i just got through the last 7 months of the last work pregnancy. What doesn't kill us will make us stronger. Bring it on!

I feel your pain, I currently work in the exact same room as two pregnant girls who are due two weeks apart and so spend all day talking pregnancy and babies It can be so hard BUT I will have my turn and I can't wait to be as excited as they are! Good luck for tomorrow though, I think you will deserve a nice treat when you get home from work!

 

[Pidgeridoo]

This is just becoming my venting thread lol so OH's best friends wife had her baby yesterday, a beautiful girl! It hit me so much harder than I thought it would, I was on the verge of tears most of last night. If i'm totally honest, I would just love a baby girl (but if I had a healthy and happy baby that would matter the most) and it's just like they got everything I have been wishing for! I hate being this horrible bitter and twisted person! I am so happy for them but I want this happiness for OH and I

 

[Alexis2017]

This is just becoming my venting thread lol so OH's best friends wife had her baby yesterday, a beautiful girl! It hit me so much harder than I thought it would, I was on the verge of tears most of last night. If i'm totally honest, I would just love a baby girl (but if I had a healthy and happy baby that would matter the most) and it's just like they got everything I have been wishing for! I hate being this horrible bitter and twisted person! I am so happy for them but I want this happiness for OH and I

I know...it cuts like a knife eh? Hope your okay!

I am still unsure...dtd every day or 2 d day? Trying to decide what to do this cycle...dtd last night as had ewcm but neg opk...and still neg this morn but had temp dip this morn too. Should we dtd again tonight or what? If we start every day now its like 7 days in a row...doubt we would manage...did that once and it was tough !

 

[millielaura]

I try for everyday around ovulation xxx

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[prayforme]

I'm new here, can I join please?

I'm really sad. No, I think I'm angry at myself. I feel mixed emotions, I'm frustrated and I feel like crying. I cried a lot every time I see BFN in my PTs.

Most of my friends are sharing photos of their children, first child, second child, third child. Some didn't try, but they have a son or daughter and it hurts me a lot. I really want to have a baby, my own baby. I ask my husband, when we will have a little one at home? The wife of my cousin is always making a joke. I always smiled, but I'm hurt, really hurt.

The pain, I think I'm going to explode.

 

[LuckyLaura]

I'm new here, can I join please?

I'm really sad. No, I think I'm angry at myself. I feel mixed emotions, I'm frustrated and I feel like crying. I cried a lot every time I see BFN in my PTs.

Most of my friends are sharing photos of their children, first child, second child, third child. Some didn't try, but they have a son or daughter and it hurts me a lot. I really want to have a baby, my own baby. I ask my husband, when we will have a little one at home? The wife of my cousin is always making a joke. I always smiled, but I'm hurt, really hurt.

The pain, I think I'm going to explode.

You're definitely in the right place and of course u can join. I think this thread has turned into a good venting place.

I can definitely relate. I'm feeling the same way, some days more than others. How long have u been ttc? Xx

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[prayforme]

I'm new here, can I join please?

I'm really sad. No, I think I'm angry at myself. I feel mixed emotions, I'm frustrated and I feel like crying. I cried a lot every time I see BFN in my PTs.

Most of my friends are sharing photos of their children, first child, second child, third child. Some didn't try, but they have a son or daughter and it hurts me a lot. I really want to have a baby, my own baby. I ask my husband, when we will have a little one at home? The wife of my cousin is always making a joke. I always smiled, but I'm hurt, really hurt.

The pain, I think I'm going to explode.

You're definitely in the right place and of course u can join. I think this thread has turned into a good venting place.

I can definitely relate. I'm feeling the same way, some days more than others. How long have u been ttc? Xx

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We've been trying for 7 months. I didn't expect this kind of feelings, not until we got married. I know we didn't try harder, because we're both busy at work. I think it's unfair. Many women got pregnant unexpectedly after having one night or what so ever. Words can't explain my feelings right now.

 

[LuckyLaura]

I'm new here, can I join please?

I'm really sad. No, I think I'm angry at myself. I feel mixed emotions, I'm frustrated and I feel like crying. I cried a lot every time I see BFN in my PTs.

Most of my friends are sharing photos of their children, first child, second child, third child. Some didn't try, but they have a son or daughter and it hurts me a lot. I really want to have a baby, my own baby. I ask my husband, when we will have a little one at home? The wife of my cousin is always making a joke. I always smiled, but I'm hurt, really hurt.

The pain, I think I'm going to explode.

You're definitely in the right place and of course u can join. I think this thread has turned into a good venting place.

I can definitely relate. I'm feeling the same way, some days more than others. How long have u been ttc? Xx

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We've been trying for 7 months. I didn't expect this kind of feelings, not until we got married. I know we didn't try harder, because we're both busy at work. I think it's unfair. Many women got pregnant unexpectedly after having one night or what so ever. Words can't explain my feelings right now.

You don't even need words. I promise I know exactly what you mean xxx

 

[LuckyLaura]

Soo...spent all last night crying without even being able to stop and my husband is a trooper haha I feel like it did me some good tho I'm still feeling angry and frustrated with everything -anger probs doesn't help ttc any more than stress tho.

My latest anger is why won't my AF arrive so we can get on with our lives...argh

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[Alexis2017]

I really think you should test again. My friend didn't get a positive test till she was 2 weeks late! It can happen if you ovulated later ! Habe you the cheapy test sticks? X

 

[LuckyLaura]

I really think you should test again. My friend didn't get a positive test till she was 2 weeks late! It can happen if you ovulated later ! Habe you the cheapy test sticks? X

I've given up to be honest. I don't want to waste any more tests or money -ive done 3 already and they're all negative so... I just want af to get it over with

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[MissS]

Can someone tell me how to start a thread please?

 

[Pidgeridoo]

Soo...spent all last night crying without even being able to stop and my husband is a trooper haha I feel like it did me some good tho I'm still feeling angry and frustrated with everything -anger probs doesn't help ttc any more than stress tho.

My latest anger is why won't my AF arrive so we can get on with our lives...argh

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Sorry your having such a rotten time Laura! Glad to hear hubby has been cheering you up ice cream though lol You need a bit of TLC right now