Kerrieanne
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I have an update at last, another step further into the realm of the TTCing abyss.
After 3 failed attempts at IUI with 50mg Clomid, I quickly grew angry and sad the disappointment over whelmed me. I was all but ready to give up, as my hope felt like it was slipping away.
Until yesterdays hospital appointment
It has been confirmed that I start IVF next week!! Next WEEK! I couldnt believe how quick my doctor has put me forward. I was expecting her to say Im on the waiting list and will need to wait my turn.
However, there is so much to remember and least we forget, to pay for. Luckily, I have a good doctor and she will explain everything with me and hubby step by step.
I am a little nervous though, there is so much to do before the actual procedure, lots of drugs, injections, waiting and the removal of eggs is a surgical procedure in itself. Treatment that nearly blends into two months, only for there to be a negative at the end, is almost too much to bare.
Of course I will keep positive but I have to face reality and accept that even this may not work for us either, (or maybe not right away anyway). I have so much support from family and friends and it will be a emotional road for all of us, not just my hubby and I. If it is a negative we will all be so upset and if it is positive we will all be jumping up and down, screaming in happiness. Well, Ill be watching them jump up and down while ill be taking it easy.
It looks as though the emotional rollercoaster is going to be sped up a notch and will probably experience a few loop-the-loops With Seat Belts Fastened, Here We Go
I'll keep you all posted. X