In Tears

[ema-lou24]

oh thank you so much ladies, you's have reduced me to tears (again) but in a good way.

i went and done some housework, feel bad tho cos my LO is bored but im not in the fettle to do much today.

i keep thinking at the back of my mind, maybe this is it but ive just not got enough hormone yet....but then i dont wanna wind myself up for a fall.
i will phone the docs in the morning and see if i can get an appointment, only thing is, i have the hospital up in edinburgh all day for my sons phycio appointment, so i might not can get anyting till tues.

and the CM!! OMG!! was hoovering and felt ...wet (tmi) and thought thats gotta be the af coming now, but it wasnt, it was just loads of CM. i just wanna know either way x

 

[Pudds86]

Ema have you only been using the first response tests? xxx

 

[ema-lou24]

ive been using the high sensitive ones off ebay then a first responce today.BFN. but i did an OPK test a few days ago and that came up positive.
xx

 

[Pudds86]

I got such a faint line on my dip stick ones, but i got 2 negatives on the first response tests! Have you done any more OPK since the ones you posted the other day? The line should be getting darker. You have way more symtoms than I do- there is definately something going on in there Ema... Have you booked an appt yet? xxxx

 

[ema-lou24]

im gonna book tomorrow but i wont be able to go until tues, as im really busy 2morrow.

i really do hope that there a wee grain of rice in there....ive ran out of OPK tests, thats why i havent done anymore. but im not even getting a faint line on the dip ones.

i think its all in my mind and AF will come this week no doubt.

i didnt get a positive test with my son till i was 8weeks, i didnteven have a clue i was pregnant, same with the one i MC'd. was 6weeks gone. but because i didnt even know they were there i wasnt symptom spotting and not testing.

would a CB make a difference? they are about as sensitive as the dip ones are they not? x

 

[louise280981]

ema i also didnt get a much of a line on the ebay cheap test either!!
and the cm sounds like what i had before bfp and now xx

 

[ema-lou24]

im sure ive alreay asked this, but how many days late were u?

ive never had the CM this bad before. then i get a random period pain that lasts a minute then goes away.
the way CM feels, it feels like im on...iykwim....but its not blood (tmi sorry) xx

 

[karenandbump]

Hi Ema,

I got such a feint line on the dip tests that I wasn't sure - a CB digi came up no probs - I know they'te not supposed to be as sensitive but I find they have worked for me with both this pregnany and my last one before AF was even due. FR hardly gave me a line at all.
Might be worth trying a CB?
K xxx

 

[Pudds86]

I was 9 days late... If I was you I would order some CB digitals off ebay and wait until they arrive. That will give your body a few more days for hormones to rise. They wont be a waste because you will either be pos, or you can hang onto the other one in the two pack. I got one very faint pos, and 3 negative tests after the positive but the cb cleared up all the confusion. xxx

 

[Pudds86]

im sure ive alreay asked this, but how many days late were u?

ive never had the CM this bad before. then i get a random period pain that lasts a minute then goes away.
the way CM feels, it feels like im on...iykwim....but its not blood (tmi sorry) xx

Also the period pain was what i was getting. xx

 

[rbryan0205]

im in the same boat im 14 days late tommorrow and ive had the cm like you there was so much never had that before ever but i havent got the added stress of it being my last month ttc so im just taking it as it comes but still had a bad day as i just want to know one way or another im sorry ema lou nut hope you get your bfp this month xx

 

[ema-lou24]

thank you girls, im so glad i have someone on here i can rant too

ive just went to asdas and bout CB digital and they had an offer on pads (im using alot of them just now with the CM)
so im prepared either way lol

tempted to do one now, but im gonna wait until FMU. or maybe give it a day or so cos im now getting AF pains...

really hope its a BFP x

 

[SmallPurpleCat]

Goodluck for tomorrow morning - fingers crossed for you!

SPC xx

 

[ema-lou24]

because i got a negative today, im wondering if i should hold on another couple of days.

plus im getting alot of AF cramps now...

 

[Rosie's Mummy]

and wishing you so much luck for a positive result xxxxx

 

[Pudds86]

Try and wait a couple of days hun xxx

 

[ema-lou24]

ok i will

its me and the OH's anniversiry on wednesday, how lovely would it be if i got a BFP then....and miserable if AF comes.....there goes my kinky night lol x

 

[karenandbump]

Good luck hon - i didn't use a FMU with my digi - was 7 in the evening when I did mine. Got everything crossed that by the time I'm back from my hols you're in the BFP section xxxx

 

[kellylou]

aw hunny so sorry you are feeling like this, it could have happened tho as hard as it is to wait you just can't be sure I send u a big cyber hug and lots of positive thoughts for a bfp xxx

 

[smess26]

Oh lovely se ding you my best wishes!!! And a big big hugs!!! X x x