Hi Miss J,
Unfortunately I don't get on here v often but have just read the whole fiasco! I am so,so sorry for you hun, it must be such a hard thing to go through and your hubby! You have to try and think that it just wasn't meant to be........not much help I guess.......wish I had something more helpful to say! Sending you a 'BIG HUG' and hope that you are able to conceive again soon. XXXX