I caved in and tested.....

[WILMAFLINSTONE]

Ha lol St Val.....I think if we didnt have a bit crack on with eachother on here we literally would go insane.....and yeah dont worry.....I think its fair to say a lot of us are totally OBSESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol Ha ha lol xxx

 

[WILMAFLINSTONE]

Well ladies have done another set of experimental tests and got a BFN on the Prg test and a light pos on the ov tests so nothing major to report! Had few crampy feelings this evening but passed as soon as they came....

Didnt throw up last night, but have still felt sickly today and especially now feeling like a hurling session is on the way....sorry tmi.....

Boobs feel horribly sore and have noticed two very large and protruded veins on them and nipple piercing scar is also still very visible along with areiola looking and staying rather larger and again darker to me??? But I think all of this can be put down to pre AF too?
Its been over ten years since had Af's and symptoms etc so I have forgotten what its like but as always Im still keeping everything crossed and staying optimistic! Just hope the owld cow stays away!

Oh well what will be will be and only three more days till AF due so hopefully know by then one way or another xx

 

[karenandbump]

How u feeling this morning Wilma? xxx

 

[WILMAFLINSTONE]

Morning Karen.....feeling so so...did another fmu preg strip and BFN again....looks to me like theres the start of another pink line further up the strip but it kinda looks like its under the test strip as opposed to on top iykwim?

Im prob imagining it....quite dispondant atm tbh....but having mad dreams about getting a BFP lol wishful thinking maybe.....

Arrrghh its just a bit soul distroying isnt it...especially with the conflicing results the last few days.....

But I have stuck all my test strips on white paper and marked at what time and how many DPO they were done and there is a def pattern that gets more obvious then goes then in my opinion the one I have done today is looking like theres a mega mega faint second line underneath the plastic coating again! The Ov tests are still showing a very faint positive too!

Then Ive also got it in my head after reading that maybe its been an epl.....I cant understand why the tests would conflict so much....

Ah I dont now Karen just feeling a bit low atm....willing the weekend to come but also not incase AF does turn up.....this is so hard.....

Thanks for asking tho mrs and I hope your well too xxxx

 

[Lilelephant]

oooh wilma i have everything crossed for u

 

[WILMAFLINSTONE]

Ahh thanks Mrsmc.....me too just feeling very atm....I just want to know either way and can get on with whatever comes next whatever the resuls ......

Just did my Ov stick and got another quite visible positive again ....grrrr so confusing! xxx

 

[Lilelephant]

To me it sounds like a BFP hunnie! XXX

 

[WILMAFLINSTONE]

Ah mrsmc I hope so....I really didnt think I would be feeling this low if this situation arose and I wasnt but its so hard....its the first and last thing I think about morning and night and I tried hard not to become obsessed about it all but you know what its like when you want something so much.....arrrghhhh I pray you are all right and I get a BFP this weekend.... xxxx

 

[Lilelephant]

I'll pray too! TTC is much harder than i imagined tbh

 

[WILMAFLINSTONE]

Im clinging onto the hope that not everyone gets a BFP straight away around AF time etc and that Im maybe just one of those ladies....lol

***need to snap out of this ;-( feeling***

xxx

 

[WILMAFLINSTONE]

Absolutely.....I took it for granted that because I got pregnant with dd straight away that it would happen that easy this time too....How wrong was I!! Keepy denying im 17 years older now ha ha lol xxx

 

[Lilelephant]

I just worry that maybe there is something wrong with me

 

[WILMAFLINSTONE]

Ah really.....what makes you think that? Mind I must admit when I got married I had warned him that I didnt want kids.....(or so I thought) then literally a couple weeks after we got married I thought OMG I am married...I 'can' have kids now...(parents vere very strict on no kids before marraige) so then I also started worrying that I wouldnt be able to get pregnant....but fortunately did withing a month of coming off BC.... Im sure all will be ok with you tho...how long have you been ttc again? xx

 

[SmallPurpleCat]

I have exactly the same worry MrsMc...got no history of any problems but you never know until you actually try and I have left it later than most (now 34).

Just got to keep thinking positively and try not to worry (she says)...

SPC xx

 

[WILMAFLINSTONE]

I can understand both your concerns.....although statistically Im meant to have a few more probs TTC I worry about it more....someone posted on here a while back that they were going to come back after a night out and a few drinks and have a quick fumble in the dark and hope that would work....lol Plan B?? Lol xxx

 

[Lilelephant]

yeah always got to have a plan b!

 

[WILMAFLINSTONE]

Oh...just been to loo.....had very light brownish/pinkish stuff on TP when wiping....(sorry tmi I know) but its either AF's got me early or please let it be Implantation Bleeding!!! Got bit of crampy feeling too so Id say its prob AF but Please please please let it not be.....!!!
Still feeling extremely sick too!! Ahhhhh xx

 

[WILMAFLINSTONE]

Ahh def need a plan B Mrsmc.....off out to pick up daughter birthday presents now but will be back asap with an update and hopefully not an AF update....xxx

 

[SmallPurpleCat]

Hopefully it's just spotting - fingers crossed. You've had so many symptoms and all those tests.... When is AF due - Sunday (sorry - it's had to keep up with everyones cycles!).

Keep us updated. SPC xx

 

[skimpy]

how exciting looks like it could be great news lovely
last month a girl called annie got to very faint lines on 2 ebay cheapies and done a cbd a days later and got preg 1-2 weeks
good luck lovely keep us posted

Hi, I dont get online much, but I also tested day before AF was due with ICs and got very faint 2nd line on three of them. FR on day AF was due confirmed BFP, and just for good measure, CBD said pregnant 1-2 weeks.

So I can also vouch for the ICs on the whole.

Dont want to upset thred starter wilma, but last cycle, I was getting evap lines on the internet cheapies. But they are silvery grey, and VERY hard to make out...no way i'd have managed to photograph and share they were that weak and colourless.


FX for you doll, hope you get your BFP xXxXx