Theosmummy2010
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Aww huni ur poem made me cry it's lovely and u have every right to feel way u do 
huge massive hugs to u 
xxxxxx
huge massive hugs to u xxxxxx
Feeling raw. Rant. Sorry.
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Thanks hun x I can't really read what I wrote without tearing up but that was my version of stamping my feet and screaming. I'm sorry by the way to anyone who reads the poem and is offended/hurt/upset by it. it's not intended for that I just needed to get it out and it only took around 20 mins to do but i have felt so much better since sharing it. I hope you don't mind.
Just counting down the hours til the confirmation scan now 22 hours to go. I remember starting the countdown at 60 hours to go. Now the blood loss has really slowed down the time is moving faster again.
Just counting down the hours til the confirmation scan now 22 hours to go. I remember starting the countdown at 60 hours to go. Now the blood loss has really slowed down the time is moving faster again.
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Feeling a bit rough today and i don't know why. Everyone at work says "You look better for the rest" and "You look a lot healthier now" Half know, Half don't and those comments were from those who don't but I guess it's one of the first times most have seen me without morning sickness. I just feel nothing. I gave my hubby a card with some men vits in there saying I'm not going to ask if you have taken them and i know you may not want to talk but here they are just in case then there is no weirdness about having the talk. You know what I feel and you know what I want but I'm going to leave the ball firmly in your court.
I left the card by his computer so he would get it when i was at work, I got a text "lol at card. I'm not ready to think about that yet. What do you want for tea"
I guess that's the best outcome I could have hoped for, I really want to talk about it. he doesn't. I'm respecting that. I can't help but wonder. I had a dream I got a bfp in may. which is a reason I was so shocked and in a way slightly unbelieving when I got one in Feb. I just feel so old and I know I'm not actually old but I am in my head. My son got his first wobbly tooth today and I'm upset that I've left it so late all this time has passed and I feel i've missed so much of my sons life as I've been expecting to do it all over again... but what if I don't get to do that? What if that's it? What if I've missed that. I never thought I'd miss changing a dirty nappy but I do. And I don't want to wait until grandchildren to do that.
Urgh I'm sorry I'm ranting again. I just can't rant in real life so. Here I go again.
I left the card by his computer so he would get it when i was at work, I got a text "lol at card. I'm not ready to think about that yet. What do you want for tea"
I guess that's the best outcome I could have hoped for, I really want to talk about it. he doesn't. I'm respecting that. I can't help but wonder. I had a dream I got a bfp in may. which is a reason I was so shocked and in a way slightly unbelieving when I got one in Feb. I just feel so old and I know I'm not actually old but I am in my head. My son got his first wobbly tooth today and I'm upset that I've left it so late all this time has passed and I feel i've missed so much of my sons life as I've been expecting to do it all over again... but what if I don't get to do that? What if that's it? What if I've missed that. I never thought I'd miss changing a dirty nappy but I do. And I don't want to wait until grandchildren to do that.
Urgh I'm sorry I'm ranting again. I just can't rant in real life so. Here I go again.
