p1nk11
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Just need to write to get some thoughts out, hope you dont mind.
I'm feeling really down today, apart from being awake nearly all night thinking, I'm taking OH to the hospital as he needs to have a scan on his kidneys & I hate going bk to the hospital as it just reminds me of everything that happened. The last we were there, which was a week ago for the PM results, I cried all the way from car park & didnt stop until we got bk home.
I'm also convinced that OH knows more about why he's having the scan than he's saying - he had a bad urine infection just before xmas & did a sample & had bloods done, he had to have his bloods repeated but delayed having them done as he felt better. He then went back just after new yr as he has a chest infection, when he came home he said that his dr was sending him to have an ultrasound on his kidney's to make sure everything is ok, he keeps saying that all his blood results came back normal so doesnt know why he has to have it, but I know that they just send you for a scan for no reason, I havent said anything to him, apart from telling him he's going for the scan, but now I'm worried thats theres something wrong with him. I know I'm probably over reacting & it could be just a precaution or to check, but we seem to have alot bad luck
Does anyone else feel like life is against them? When I think of all the things that have happened the last few years I just think ' why do I bother?' as it all seems to go wrong!
I'm feeling really down today, apart from being awake nearly all night thinking, I'm taking OH to the hospital as he needs to have a scan on his kidneys & I hate going bk to the hospital as it just reminds me of everything that happened. The last we were there, which was a week ago for the PM results, I cried all the way from car park & didnt stop until we got bk home.
I'm also convinced that OH knows more about why he's having the scan than he's saying - he had a bad urine infection just before xmas & did a sample & had bloods done, he had to have his bloods repeated but delayed having them done as he felt better. He then went back just after new yr as he has a chest infection, when he came home he said that his dr was sending him to have an ultrasound on his kidney's to make sure everything is ok, he keeps saying that all his blood results came back normal so doesnt know why he has to have it, but I know that they just send you for a scan for no reason, I havent said anything to him, apart from telling him he's going for the scan, but now I'm worried thats theres something wrong with him. I know I'm probably over reacting & it could be just a precaution or to check, but we seem to have alot bad luck
Does anyone else feel like life is against them? When I think of all the things that have happened the last few years I just think ' why do I bother?' as it all seems to go wrong!