Well they rang me today, and basically suggested I don't bother doing it any more.
I kind of got the impression from them before they weren't bothered if I did it or not, but today when I told them I had to stop expressing for a while cos I had mastitis etc they just suggested I keep what I already have for Riley.
Obviously I had to stop expressing cos I was taking the antibiotics, but they said if the antibiotics dried my milk up a bit (which it had) if I expressed a lot to try and get it going again I could give myself mastisis again
TBH I am a but gutted about it, its something I really wanted to do, and told them today I was happy to keep going to get the rest of the bottles over the next month ( I need 12 more bottles in the next 5 weeks) but they said not to worry about it
On the other hand, like I said, even when I was struggling a few weeks ago they were almost trying to talk me out of it then like "Oh if you can't do it don't bother" kind of thing.
I guess its also come at the wrong time, I've been SO busy over the summer hold with Mason and Brody, taking them out every day that I often didn't get the chance to sit down and express for them.
Oh well