The last two days have been a nightmare, my little boys asthma is playing up again on Saturday night we had to bring him to the emergency department he was started in nebulisers and steroids, thankfully they let him home around 1am, then I had to get up yesterday morning at 6am, back to the hospital for a 14 hour shift on 4.5 hours sleep and hardly any food from the previous day, the day ended with me with my head down the loo again and it's been a few weeks since that's happened, totally exhausted, thankfully I'm now off work for a weeks leave so hopefully some time to rest